by Super-Bi on Sun Apr 11, 2004 12:46 am
This maybe the wrong section but advice anyway Ok, first let me say that yes, both women know about each other and know exactly how i feel. Ok. I've been with Jenna for 2 years now. We both love each other mroe then anything...and have tried everything to make it work. But all we keep doing is fighting and arguing over the simplest little things. We decided to break up for awhile, and during that time I met another girl named Gina. Now me and Gina were just friends but both knew we had something for one another. 3 weeks ago, me and Jenna decided to give it another go and try our hardest to make things work. BUT, we had to live with Gina at her house because we had nowhere else to stay. Jenna left after the first 2 weeks because she didn't like the people and found she couldn't get along with anyone at the house. We decided to break up once again but I stayed at Gina's house for another 3 days. Gina and I were talking one night about everything and one thing led to another and we wound up sleeping together that one night. I didn't feel right the whole time. After those 3 days I left and came back to Jenna, it's like I can't see her go, I love her too much. Now the other night Jenna and Gina were talking _ and Gina told her that we had slept together and that I wanted to be with her. I was honest with Jenna and told her I did sleep with her and explained I didn't feel right the whole time. And that I am really confused and don't know what to do. On top of all of this I later come to find that Gina is possibly 3 months pregnant and wants me to be there to support her. I'm 19. No where near ready to raise a child. I'm still working on my life and getting that straightened out. So now both of them are waiting on my desicion as to who i want to be with. I really want to make things work with Jenna, but it seems impossible to make it work. She was my first true love and it was amazing. But I also have feelings for Gina that I can't stop. I feel very self-fish and like I don't deserve either of them. Please help me, any advice will help. And be honest, it's the only thing that is gonna help. thank you for listening.
