by Quincy1uk on Mon Oct 06, 2008 9:45 pm
Hi, newbie so be gentle! I have been fascinated reading all the posts on cerazette. I should have realised it would be different for everyone, especially as I used to work in genetics but hey ho.
Anyway, here is my tale of woe……….
I have taken cerazette for nearly 4 years as I had problems with microg and all the others and GP wanted me to try something different.
I thought I was doing ok, put a little weight on (or so I thought) huge boobs followed 36B to 40DD with crippling back pain, lots of spots when I always had crystal clear skin, hair loss (although I thought it was something stress related) and unbeknown to me, a terrible personality, everyone close said I was out of character but I didn’t notice.
I have had no periods for 3 and ½ years, which I have to admit, I have enjoyed although I always had stress free periods, no pain, no trauma, just came and went normally. I had to go to the family planning clinic every 6 months for a check up and every time they asked about a period, I said no, they never said anything except “happens sometimes”.
Anyway, these last 4 months have been the worst of my life. I don’t know what has suddenly triggered this sudden downward spiral, and neither does my GP but the following has all started happening…………. (prepare yourself)……
· increased thirst and need to urinate
· paranoia
· fatty deposits on the back of the neck and shoulders
· skin becomes thinner and bruises easily
· sweating heavily
· bruises, cuts, scratches take a long time to heal
· bad stretch marks on the thighs, stomach
· spots on the face, chest or shoulder
· headaches and back pain
· muscle weakness in the hips, shoulders, arms and legs,
· really bad water retention in the legs
· excessive facial and body hair (shaving daily!)
· really high blood pressure
· anxiety and panic attacks
· depression and suicidal thoughts
· aggression, anger
· crying ALL the time over absolutely nothing
I would hasten to add, I have NEVER suffered these before. I knew something was wrong so I went to my GP straight away. That was 12 weeks ago and I have been submitted to every test under the sun. So far he thoutgh I had early menopause, Cushings syndrome, polysystic ovaries, bladder problem, kidney problem, thyroid problem, sleep apnaea, diabetes, hormonal unbalance and even a brain tumour. All tests were negative luckily.
After the ultrasound to check my ovaries, the GP finally said, lets get you off the cerazette and see what happens. This happened about 6 weeks ago and the GP is also worried about my weight, I put on 4 stone in the end and am way over my healthy BMI.
GP has now put me on these fancy fat tablets that will “apparently” make me lose the weight that cerazette put on me. I have not had a bleed yet but I am starting to feel a bit more like I used to all those years ago and can only hope it all comes back soon. I just want my life back to what it was, I’m only 27.
Luckily my friends, family and my bosses have been superb, don’t know how they have put up with me at all, I wouldn’t have put up with myself.
If this sounds familiar to ANY of you, please, please go back to your GP and have a very open and very frank conversation with them, do not let it ruin your life.