Sorry to interrupt your chats with other ladies, but i have a similar feeling too. For sometime when i'm masturbating i have fantasies about women licking me, rubbing themselves against me, and generally doing whatever to me. I find though that even though i have these thoughts, i rarely seem to be the one giving them the caressing. This may be due to me perhaps not really wanting to have sex with other women, although it has crossed my mind, or that i did have a couple of experiences in my early 20's with someone, and they did come onto to me, i kind of just went with the flow at the time. Then i started wondering if i was gay, or bi, it was the first time i'd experienced a full blown orgasm too. So now i do
masturbate