Compulsive Liar

[Guest]

i hate liars you should dump him and make your self better

[azpowergirl]

Dear Forum,
I am also saddened that there are not more success stories when it comes to having a relationship with a CL. Perhaps it is because being involved with a CL is never a TRUE relationship since it is based on lies and deception. For those of you whose CL really wants help and is working on obtaining the truth, God Bless. However, for those of us who had to end the misery of a one-sided nightmare with a CL, I can only offer the prayer I recite each morning in order to find peace within myself.
"Dear God, I pray for happiness for Rocky beyond his wildest dreams and expectations..that he will live a happy, joyous, honest and free life. AMEN."
We may never forget the pain and hurt of their betrayal...all we can do is somehow forgive and look ahead to OUR OWN bright future. Please hang in there. There are honest men out there that deserve our compassion and unconditional love. xo from Arizona

[seekingjustice]

You can quite praying for R now because he has found more happiness than he has ever known. He knows the meaning of true love and I just hope that someday you will know what that feels like!!!!!

[azpowergirl]

Dear Seeking,
I pray this prayer to heal myself. I am happy that Rocky found happiness with you and wish you both the best. God bless and xoxo from Arizona

[Guest24]

Not that I'm saying anything these CL's do is right, many of them are people that need psychiatric help. Many of them do actually WANT to change but there condition is so personally affecting that many people do not want to help them. There are some horrible dogs out there that hurt people's lives and don't care. However, again, there are those out there for suffer internally because they aren't "normal" like everyone else. You should give thanks that you have the ability to be who you are without having a mental condition that takes away from that. There are CLs out there who are good people that are genuinely trying to turn there lives around. For all those CL's that read this that want a step in the right direction there is a supporter out there. There is a book called "The Liar's Revelation" by Karl A. Walsh. It'll help you and non-CL's understand this condition. You can get it from Amazon.com. I am a CL and I am one of those making a desperate attempt at changing. For all those people who are trying there best to help us...thank you. For all those perfect people out there who talk about us like we are dirt....I never once asked to be this way. I pray every night that I will wake up the next day with the ability to control what comes out of my mouth and I'm sorry.

[seekingtruthUSA]

Thank you for adding your input. While this site has been for me a therapuetic and educational outlet, it is sometimes good to hear from the 'other side'. Being involved with a CL is a challenge that I don't wish on anyone...and it at times requires inhuman patience. My first joint session with my CL and his new counselor was very real yesterday. Not that there are 'sides' to a therapy session or to a mental disorder, but I finally had a mental health professional telling my CL that his lies were destroying me and our relationship. While I have been known to be brutally honest, my CL is seeing FINALLY how is being brutally DIShonest...big difference. Not that he didn't already know that but it helps put things in perspective. So we are beginning our journey. He wants desperately to change, but feels almost powerless in doing so. For that I pity him. I won't ever forget the pain of his lies, but if there is some hope of change? I myself have dealt/and are dealing with the perils of anxiety and depression, a powerful combination of mental disorders that can both eat away at you slowly and endlessly. There are some tough realities he must face now-- realities which have been covered by an entire lifetime of lies. I also thank you for the book recommendations. I ordered two of Walsh's books on Amazon today. I was looking for some good reading material on CL anyway.

If you are at all interested in corressponding with my CL (i.e. he is looking for . support.....suggestions from others are welcome) please message me privately.

...the truth shall set you free....

[Jamloe]

I've watched this forum for a couple of months now and it has been a comfort to know that I'm not alone.
I've been with my husband for 41/2 yrs now(married for 31/2) and discovered his compulsive lying a year ago. The signs had always been there i.e the b/s to make himself look better but I just put it down to his jokey nature and his need to be centre of attention( he also suffered an abusive childhood).
Things got worse when our son was 8wks old (he suffered with terrible collic) and my husband went on a four week drinking spree (i'm sure he had an affair too but vehemently denies it), staying out all night, lying about where he was etc. I threw him out only to take him back after he cried and begged forgiveness. Things carried on okay for a while then his grandmother died(she was like a mother to him). After a couple of months I sensed there was something wrong but couldn't put my finger on it as he never left the house, only to go to work and had the children when I was in work. Half way through last year he had a visit from the police and told me he'd been accused by our 15yr old neighbour of harrasing her with sexual text messages but that it was lies and she was to be charged with wasting police time. 2 months later, the police called to see me and told me that he had indeed been having text sex with the girl but that he'd also had physical sex with her(he'd admitted it) and was now a registered sex offender. I threw him out that day and we were separated until a couple of months ago. I decided that I still loved him deeply and was moving away so asked him to come with me for a new start. Whilst we were apart he became involved with a girl who by her own admission, came off the pill without telling him and got herself pregnant thinking he'd stay with her(she admitted this to me herself or I'd have called him a liar).
I know he is a good, kind person and he has admitted to me that he has a huge problem with lying but he still refuses to talk about any of these issues and would rather let sleeping dogs lie.
He still to this day denies the sexual intercourse charge (he says he was so frightened he thought it better to admit it and walk away than deny it and possibly face jail if it went to trial and she was believed over him), but has admitted to the text messaging with this girl. He would not be back in my life if I felt him to be a danger to my 9yr old daughter(he's not her father) but I am at a loss as to how to get him to own up to the lies and hurt he has caused me in the last two years.
Sorry that this post is so long, I really need to get this off my chest and hopefully get a bit of advice as to where to go from here. We both know he needs help but I don't think he is ready.

[sindhu]

it is kind of weird and ironic but most of these boyfriends with compulsive urge to lie are also so easy to love and hard to break up with. my story- fell in love with him 15 months ago. turns out- he has juvenile diabetes, high BP, debts of US $200,000, injured spine, chronic impotence...

but when i start considering breaking up with him, i end up feeling as if i'm abandoning the sinking ship.

these people are naturals at emotional manipulation. we dont often realize this but these people dont pick their women up randomly. they have some kind of internal compass that takes them to the 'right' kind of women- ones with misplaced sense of loyalty and martyr syndrome.

[azpowergirl]

Dear Sindhu,
It seems this forum has lost its steam, and that's a good thing. I was hoping that the victims of compulsive liars had decreased, and those of us who began healing from their manipulation finally found peace. I'm writing to give you hope; to let you know that there is life after what you may consider life with a CL. Let me assure you that it IS POSSIBLE to fall in love with an honest, trustworthy man with morals and dignity. One who won't need drama to control his next "victim". Yes, they do have the propensity to draw women who may be more loyal than most, and they definitely hunt out women who may also be emotionally flustered or perhaps needy at the time. I found that this allows them to appear to be "the knight in shining armour" and it takes us getting out of the cycle and becoming strong ourselves to realize that this is all a bad nightmare. My experience with the CL is now merely "dust in the wind". Yes, I wasted 6 years on a complete moron, but had I not, I may have never met the man of my dreams. Please hang in there....the good ones DO exist, and believe me, it feels SO WONDERFUL to wake up every morning, knowing an honest man is still there who doesn't have to cause another SCENE so you can feel sorry for him....to go to bed each night, snuggled tight up against a good smelling man, reassured that he will protect you from the bad people in the world. And please realize, that the CL's that use and abuse others are THE BAD PEOPLE. Get away as soon as you can, and save yourself. None of us are getting any younger, and I thank God that I not only survived the mess the CL created, but now am a stronger and wiser woman because of it. Realize what true love is, and know that the chances are that the CL doesn't really love you; he'd rather control you. True love is compassionate, caring, honest and simple; unconditional and reciprocated....and it feels AWESOME! Remember...God puts the wrong ones in our lives first so that we recognize the right one when we meet them. I finally met mine! My prayers are with you...good luck and hugs from Arizona. xoxo

[jo111]

hi, I have just kicked my husband of 6 years out of the house because I just can't stand the lying anymore. I really love him, he's intelligent, handsome, sexy, funny, but if he knows there's something I don't like about him he'll just lie to cover it up. I can't trust him, I can't trust who he is, because how much stuff is there that I don't know about? If we fight he accuses me of being unfaithful, which makes me think that he must be (cause you know liars think everyone does what they do). I don't know if I've done the right thing, everyone will be so disappointed, but I just can't take the lies anymore. If he cared about me he wouldn't do this to me. All the fights, screaming, crying, even accepting it, taking the responsibility on myself (well, if I was more accepting of him then he wouldn't feel the need to lie to me) over and over, and this is the end. drained

[twnty47x]

Hi Jo
Gotta ask - has he ever admitted to you that he lies? Or if he has, has he taken responsibility himself - and not done the usual I couldnt tell you because of the way you react line?
You cant worry about everyone elses dissapointment - they dont have to live day in day out with it, you do.
The screaming matches are your frustration - you cant work through a problem with someone when they are running away through lies - you might as well be talking to the wall.
Its one of the worse kinds of abuse. It can cause you to have mental problems through constantly questioning your own judgement.
From my experience, i think you have done the right thing. If you feel you have tried everything, and nothing is changing, then he has given you little choice. Perhaps it will be the wake up call he needs, but dont expect much, this has obviously been going on for years.
Can i suggest you take a look at psychforums.com - compulsive liars forum. Read through some of the stories there.
Step back for a while and spend some time around normal people who dont lie - get a sense of reality and perspective back into your life. Should you feel that you want to talk to him about all this, send him a calm email or letter explaining why you cant continue your life with him in this way. Let him know how he has hurt you and show him what the lies do.
But be careful not to be sucked in, if he jumps on the bandwagon too quickly as a way of homing come. This is a deep rooted problem. He needs to want to change himself - you cant fix him, but you can point out the problems and what it is doing to his life. The rest is up to him.
If you cant do this and feel you have had enough, then with time the fog will clear. You will need to stay strong and away from his lies. Remember that not all people are like this.
Good luck

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My ex is like that too...

[strangegirly]

I can't believe what I have read here - I have been totally absorbed. I looked up Compulsive Liar on the Net because I'm worried about my relationship (and my sanity).

When I first got together with my boyfriend, we both split from other partners (before anything happened). It turned out that he hadn't broken it off with his fiancee (they'd been together over 10 years). We were even living together by now (things moved very fast but I was delighted)- he'd told her that he needed space and was living with a friend.

As you can imagine, he was lying about everything at this point - saying he was at work when he wasn't, secret phonecalls. Eventually, everything came out. I love him so incredibly much that I forgave him and we have been trying to sort things out for the last six months, even attending Relate sessions which really seemed to work (although, looking back, I'm not so sure).

I was worried at the time that he had almost enjoyed the lying and a couple of things have spooked me since. Firstly, a silly lie I know, he lied about where he had bought his trainers - he said he was working but I found the receipt and he'd bought them a 30 minute train journey from London. I confronted hm and he admitted it and said it was because he thought I'd be upset that he hadn't waited and gone with me at the weekend.

Secondly, he lied to me this week about how much he was earning - a lie he had set up when we first got together. He even recently made up a conversation with his boss to back it up. I confronted him (when he asked for my help with a tax issue) and the facts were there (on his payslip) and he continued to lie to my face. He got very angry and shouted and swore at me, like it was my fault. Eventually, I insisted I didn't believe him and said I'd phone his company, and then he finally told me the truth.

I'm devastated. How can we have a relationship without trust? Do you think he'll stop and these lies were one-offs? I know he has low self-esteem (largely due to his last relationship) but I do my best to be attentive and make him feel secure. He says it's helping, but, the whole time, my self-worth is eroding and I can't get it across to him how these lies make me feel.

[azpowergirl]

Strangegirly,
Your own self esteem will continue to erode if you let this go on any longer. You by no means are required to take my advice but please do heed this: if you continue to support this "man" (and I use the term loosely) you will only continue to lose your own sanity. From what you've already written, you seem to know the answer....it doesn't feel RIGHT, does it? Shouldn't you be able to trust every word he gives you? Shouldn't you be able to rely on him and not be a detective to determine the truth? My guess is that you will continue to find him in more and more lies...all you need to do is dig a little deeper. This is not a healthy way to live. If your liar truly comes clean and starts giving back to your relationship, good for you. However, I beg you to be cautious. It isn't until you find an honest, wonderful man that you will realize what a scoundrel you had. My best wishes go out to you. Please stay strong for yourself. xoxoxo from Arizona

[strangegirly]

Thank-you for your post.

I went home and had it out with my boyfriend, once and for all. It was very emotional and he even admitted some more lies - he'd told me he'd never drunk and that he used to ride a motorbike etc. etc.

I have made it clear that I will not tolerate one more lie from him and I have also made it clear that his actiions have put any possibility of marriage or starting a family WAY off into the distance. I am determined to leave him if he puts a foot out of line.

He has since gone to the doctor's who has encouraged him to keep a diary for a month, detailing any mistruths.

I understand now that his Ex was very controlling and he has fallen into a pattern of behaviour. I will support him but I will not stand for any more deception.