Is the accident you are referring to the one when you got locked out? If so you had lasted a long time and did get to the bathroom ,it feels good going when you have had to hold it, wonder if you became to enjoy the feeling of going through your
knickers and
tights ? I know some people do it makes them think of a time when they were looked after and had no responsibilities, wonder are you under pressure at work and in your life ?
I think when drinking a lot of wine and the water it would have been smart to have a last pee before sleeping 1 1/2 hour is a long time ,I know I always go before going to sleep as I hate to have to get up .
Take care I really think the diaper plan is a little extreme and quite stinky unless it is what you like .