Hi girls!!!
well coming upto 5 week countdown now!
put the cot up and it looks so cute, ive packed my hospital bag ready so its just the waiting now!
Im still feeling low, depressed at times, im a worrier so lots a things stress me out and i know its not good for me or the baby, but it cant be helped at the mo
my hubby as a really good job, but the weirdist thing is since i was around 2 months pregnant, the work as gone down hill, this time last year we was struggling with money and that and now its getting like that again and im even more worried this time around cuz of the baby coming!
my hubby keeps telling me everything is going to be alright, but i no its not, im just sick of struggling, so i cry myself to sleep sometimes at night cuz i have so much going on in my head, and all i really want to do is relax and try to enjoy the last few weeks of being pregnant! i wish the baby didnt have to come out sometimes at least it will be safer in there!!
i am sorry for going on just needed someone to talk to, if i tell my mum she will just worry and i cant deal with that too!
hopefully things will get better i pray they do
Anyway hope everyone is ok and i hope to hear from you all soon!
Nat xx