by crashcoursegal on Tue Sep 04, 2007 9:55 pm
Oh wow. Everytime I see something like this, it makes me want to cry. I was anorexic and so was one of my good friends. I won't tell you the dangers of it because they did nothing to stop me. My friend was ana and mia for several years before I knew her, so when I started cutting out lunch and other meal, plus excerising til I couldn't move, she knew at once what was happening to me. She told me the dangers and how much it would mess up my body and how I might only live until I was 30 and such. I didn't even pay her the slightest bit of attention. I denied anything was wrong and I started avoiding her. She told my best friend what she knew was happening, because she goes to a different school and can't watch out for me during lunch. My best friend started to force feed me, and one day she actually tackled me when I threw out my lunch. I still didn't stop. I can't say don't do it, because I did. But you really should realize something before you make some huge mistakes. Eatting disorders won't just hurt you, they will hurt your friends, your family and anyone else watching you struggle. I struggle each day now to not look at myself with disgust and I have to force myself to eat. You won't have energy for anything. Honestly I think your post is a despirate cry for help. I know maybe you don't think you need to stop, or maybe you think you can. But I am going to give you my e-mail address just incase you decide you want someone to talk to. Believe me, whatever you've done, I've done worse, or one of my friends has.
kristen_j_7@hotmail.com