ODN- Thanks for sending that link... I have been doing a bit of looking _ but am also a bit scared to look (I'm still trying to get my nerve up) because of this:
"However, babies of women who had blood glucose problems that were undiagnosed before pregnancy, have a higher risk of malformations." My doctor highly suspects that I had diabetes before the pregnancy and that really freaks me out as to whether this has had an effect on Cherko
I have a blood sugar reader at home and need to poke my finger tips to get a drop of blood and then strips that read what the level is... I need to do this 5x/day (early morning, 1 hour after eating breakfast, lunch and supper, and then before I go to bed). My doctor wants my early morning values under 90 and one hour after eating needs to be under 140. I'm doing ok during the day, with ussually only one reading per day over 140 but my early morning readings are always over 90 (sometimes just around 95 but also up to 105). He had me start on a delayed insulin injection evenings a little over a week ago but it has not brought my values down at all (they keep going up!). I was going to call him this morning (he's on holidays but he has said I could disturb him if I had questions), but then this morning my value was 86! So maybe the insulin is starting to kick in??

I'll wait another few days now and see what happens. I'm also testing my urine every morning for keytones. (I was always a POAS addict, but this is a bit much even for me!)
I have an in depth organ diagnostic ultrasound this afternoon so we get to see Cherko beamed onto the big wall screen again!! I'm excited about that but also a bit nervous... I don't want anymore bad news!!!!
On another note: I love your rings!!! And I am so happy for you that your HSG went well... I really hope this does the trick for you. A positive attitude also does wonders for alot of people!!
Ambers- I'm curious too!! How are you feeling and when is your appointment?? How far apart will your two be??
Ziggy- Thanks for your sympathy and the reminder of how much I wanted this

I have to remind myself every day of that, it's one of the things that is holding me together right now! And when Cherko starts doing his acrobatics in my tummy and I feel how strong he's getting, I get a big smile on my face and know it's worth it!!
If anyone is interested in seeing what a blimp I'm becoming, I've taken the latest bump comparison pic this morning:
http://i150.photobucket.com/albums/s111/Cheryle_01/tummycomparison12-16-18-20-22.jpg