by cosmicB on Sat Jun 14, 2008 6:50 pm
I think it goes much much deeper than what's in books...
The data probably has to be pulled from the cosmics, by an extremely strong well-connected mind, stronger than mine...
I'm hoping there's another who received Merlin's ruby, so we can share experiences... I doubt I could be the only one... I'm a nobody and a nothing in this world.. just an abused kid without a life... Ironic that the great religion that professes to help life, crushed my life by intentionally destroying my education, and had me severely beat-up, and kicked out of school after I informed them that I was going to win seven nobel peace prizes... Probably they targeted me because they knew they are the evil-thing that's causing all the hate in the world, and I was just a threat to their hate mongering, to be eradicated... No kid should ever have to go through all the hell they ran me through!.. Christinsanity needs to be eradicated...
Maybe Merlin was just doing a good samaratan thing to help me get through, and live with, that craziness of being molested by an RC priest, at 3-months old..? Maybe he gave me all these powers just as an experiment..? Maybe he took over my Being..?
When I think back on it, I can replay the memory, Merlin reaching over me, and how he placed the ruby on my solarplex with his pride showing.. then he stood back again, and just watched my reactions, as if studying my reactions while I stared at the ruby... I tried and tried to get my arms working, so to touch the ruby, but they were just stupid, then the red crystal thing started slowly sinking into my chest, and disappeared under the skin without leaving any mark... I can't recall feeling it sinking in.. it made no sensation at all... And there weren't any different feelings in my chest after it sunk in... Then Merlin smiled real big, almost to tears, and bowed pretty... And that's all I know about the ruby, then I focused on the Samurai beside Merlin.. He pulled one of his swords, and carefully eased its handle under my hand, and gently waved it around in all its possible motions... Then he just held it there with my hand on it, for about 20-seconds, then slowly took it back after gently easing my hand off it, and slid it into his belt without looking at it, then he smiled and bowed, and turned his back to show me his colors on his black silk cape... I bet that sword was extremely sharp!.. maybe sharp enough to easily cut through steel molecules..?
Then a 12-foot red dragon meandered into the room, and up to me, all the while panning the room everywhere but looking at me thought I, and it set its huge head across my knees, and just looked at me with its huge black eye... It was a little too heavy on my legs, so I tried to wiggle them, and immediately it raised its head, then rested it back on my legs, not as heavy... Then I focused on the beautiful lady who seemed to be standing on a cloud, and floating about 6-feet above the floor... I guess she didn't like floors..?
I can't find any of it in books...
I can't find any of the technologies I know in any human publications... Sometimes it makes me feel like I'm from another planet, or at least that I shouldn't be here, but should be somewhere else... I'm so very different from the humans I see, but I look like them, and I hurt like them, and I bleed when I'm cut, but I can shut off the bleeding in an instant... it really freaks out surgeons, when there isn't any blood at all after they cut... They ask me to let it bleed, so it will be like they are accustomed to... Doesn't make sense to me to want all that red-mess where they are working, when they really don't need it there, and don't have to have it there..? I suppose it makes them feel like they are working on a corpse... It seems the blood system is full of controllable valves..? Or we can use muscles to squeeze blood veins to stop the bleeding..? I can shut my heart off on a whim.. but restart is painful and frightening.. but without all the noisy thumping, deep trance experiments go much smoother and further...
I think I opened up a brand new door, or a very old real one..? I wish all 6-bil of you could see it too, but the ways things are, you would only hurt yourselves with it, Bigtime... In the wrong "hands" this stuff is Extremely Dangerous!.. And, maybe by assisting me, K, you might learn some of the weird things you seek...
Re: our PM's.. I do have what you seek.. Some of it is in the manuscript I edited for Yogi Narayana... Took me 14 years to edit it, and I find I'm still evolving this precious work... Yesterday I learned how to change ones fate, by evolving one of Alfred's prime teachings...
Right now this book is way too dangerous to release any of it to the Public... Evil people would use it to start and win wars.. It gives one controls over the very fabric of Life... It teaches you to be a sorcerer and much more... It's only 200 legal size crudely typed, old typewriter pages.. but it's probably the greatest book ever written... Alfred said, while trembling, " it's like holding a detonating nuke in your hand".. he was correct in that... He said it was his manual to teach his student teachers... That was the only notes of the 75-thousand that I didn't burn... It's been said that "the pen is mightier than the sword"... It's not the pen, nor the sword, nor the words.. but how you apply them to life... It should be, "life is mightier than the sword".. or "love is mightier than the sword'... The pen is just a basic-tool that makes marks on things...
Why a ruby..?
My apologies to the thread originator for my messing up your thread with my personal cosmicish/magicish stuff, but this is an extremely critical topic that I desperately need to solve, to help me determine what I am.. and it happened here, and it's only a trivial thread in a bitchin' trivia forum... I owe you a little something good in a future thread...
