Weird sex dream

[superbb]

While I know it was a very long very detailed dream, it's been about a week now and I've sadly forgotten most of it. Here's a bit (not getting detailed because..well..it's me!):

I was laying upon my back in bed, nude and spread. My partner was sitting upon his heels before me. I was writhing around, clearly enjoying the moment. After some really nice post-foreplay foreplay (well, that's what I call it anyways), he entered me and went about business, never leaving the sitting position. I clearly loved it despite the fact that he never once touched me with his hands. Despite my head being turned to the side and very obscured by the pillow and my hair, I could tell he was staring at my breasts motions.

After a while, he stated quite simply, "I want to f**k your mouth."
Then, he was standing at the side of the bed and I was laying across on my stomach. Again, my face was obscured but he could see the top of my head and open mouth. Once more, he went about business.

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Ok, you're thinking, "Wow, how's that weird? That seems like a good sex-session to me!" Yeah, it's actually a pretty common one save for the no-hands deal. So where's the weirdness?

I saw everything from his eyes. All the sensations were my own, but the perspective was from his.

I woke up both extremely aroused and petrified. I was pouring sweat, shaking in a panic, and on the verge of tears. It was truly a nightmare. I don't know why it came across this way, but it did. Hell, how many people haven't imagined what it would be like being the opposite sex? But then, I didn't have any of his sensations.

I think the absolute worst of it was remembering how I looked. I wasn't pretty or attractive at all. I woke up seeing myself from my dream as just "disgusting." I even wondered how my boyfriend could ever look at me with a smile.

One other thing: when the gaze went from my body in general to where the penetration was, his parts were almost blurred.

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Anyways, that was my strange dream/nightmare. There's TONS of detail that I recall, but only from those two "positions." The rest, and I know there was a lot more, is lost to me.

{PS: Sex related dreams are very uncommon for me.}

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[Confused Chick]

Your dream could mean a few different things.
I'm only going to state one of them.

Were you brought up with , or ever believed that sex was dirty? Something as simple as religious backgrounds or a parent figure frowning on sexuality in your teen years, for example, could unknowingly effect your personal veiw of sex.

I ask because this would explain a few things.

It would explain why you woke up feeling unattractive.
It might explain why you rarely have sexual dreams (although this is subjective).
It would also explain why you saw yourself through another persons eyes. If there was any moral stigma involved, you might not have been able to emotionally cope with 'completely having sex' on a subconscious basis.

It's quite common in this society for femals to feel 'bad' about having sex, even on a subconcious level, but being aware of this will help you work past what could hold back a healthy sex life.