Advice please,

[cosmicB]

I had a good lady friend in Calgary, a wild Native babe... A soft tender innocent, but real-tough babe who could pretty much handle herself in just about any nasty situation...
Once a week she would phone, and come-over to my place for her weekly fix... I'd have her resting comfy in a soft chair while I made love to her face and neck, for an hour.. especially to her lips, with every kind of extremely soft flowing kiss I could dream-up... It would send her on a mind-trip deep into her Womanhood, to places of the She that she couldn't access any other way, nor with anyone else... It seemed to pull all of her back together, after living in hell for that week... She labeled me her "diamond drug"...

22-years later, I felt a little tug at my chest when she died at 66 from too much coke and booze use... She made her presence in my living room as instructed, for when her time came, 6-feet from me, 6-feet off the floor...
The tug, and moment my eyes started watering profusely, indicated the presence of a freed spirit, very close to me.. Plus with my memories flowing with all the good memories we shared, right off I knew it was her... I dove into instant ultra-deep self-trance, saw her remnants, seized her remnants gently in a firm fist, and guided her along the ancient path I had found, and modified... I pushed her Being through all the dangers like they weren't even there, and into the other-side, where we were met by a hundred of my puppy pets... I offered my pets each a sip of my warm fresh blood, then instructed the dragons, "No eat!.. Guide and nurture our friend in the ways of these realms!".. and gently placed Gail on the shoulders of the largest dragon, and it began to fly away into deep Space... Gail was suddenly wearing her, our, favorite transparent pale-blue summer dress.. She glanced back with an absolutely Huge Grin.. Waved, and threw me a wonderful kiss, and disappeared out of sight, into the great cosmos, safe as can be, on the back of the alpha dragon... I hope to connect with Gail at a later date... I wouldn't mind congical visits from her now, if it be possible..? Do yah here that hun?.. Pay me a visit.. and you can do whatever you want to do...

Of the four I pushed into the afterlife, after they made their presence near me as instructed, I bet at least two will be there for me to assist me if it's needed when my time comes to jettison this vehicle... Essentially I have been building and growing my personal afterlife, so it will be mine when I needs it... This is the very biggest secret of Life... That's what religion pretends to know something about, but doesn't have the first clue about it... Religion believes it can sell to you what it hasn't got.. but it can't be purchased for all the treasure in the universe...
Religion = Insanity, Greed, Democracy, and Money, and is Absolute "BullShit", and the end of life on this planet, if we allow Religion to continue parasitizing humanity...

[Kyuubi]

I had a good lady friend in Calgary, a wild Native babe... A soft tender innocent, but real-tough babe who could pretty much handle herself in just about any nasty situation...
Once a week she would phone, and come-over to my place for her weekly fix... I'd have her resting comfy in a soft chair while I made love to her face and neck, for an hour.. especially to her lips, with every kind of extremely soft flowing kiss I could dream-up... It would send her on a mind-trip deep into her Womanhood, to places of the She that she couldn't access any other way, nor with anyone else... It seemed to pull all of her back together, after living in hell for that week... She labeled me her "diamond drug"...

22-years later, I felt a little tug at my chest when she died at 66 from too much coke and booze use... She made her presence in my living room as instructed, for when her time came, 6-feet from me, 6-feet off the floor...
The tug, and moment my eyes started watering profusely, indicated the presence of a freed spirit, very close to me.. Plus with my memories flowing with all the good memories we shared, right off I knew it was her... I dove into instant ultra-deep self-trance, saw her remnants, seized her remnants gently in a firm fist, and guided her along the ancient path I had found, and modified... I pushed her Being through all the dangers like they weren't even there, and into the other-side, where we were met by a hundred of my puppy pets... I offered my pets each a sip of my warm fresh blood, then instructed the dragons, "No eat!.. Guide and nurture our friend in the ways of these realms!".. and gently placed Gail on the shoulders of the largest dragon, and it began to fly away into deep Space... Gail was suddenly wearing her, our, favorite transparent pale-blue summer dress.. She glanced back with an absolutely Huge Grin.. Waved, and threw me a wonderful kiss, and disappeared out of sight, into the great cosmos, safe as can be, on the back of the alpha dragon... I hope to connect with Gail at a later date... I wouldn't mind congical visits from her now, if it be possible..? Do yah here that hun?.. Pay me a visit.. and you can do whatever you want to do...

Of the four I pushed into the afterlife, after they made their presence near me as instructed, I bet at least two will be there for me to assist me if it's needed when my time comes to jettison this vehicle... Essentially I have been building and growing my personal afterlife, so it will be mine when I needs it... This is the very biggest secret of Life... That's what religion pretends to know something about, but doesn't have the first clue about it... Religion believes it can sell to you what it hasn't got.. but it can't be purchased for all the treasure in the universe...
Religion = Insanity, Greed, Democracy, and Money, and is Absolute "BullShit", and the end of life on this planet, if we allow Religion to continue parasitizing humanity...

Let's make it five someday, if I have learned enough.

I'd also like to hear more about the afterlife, if you're willing to talk about it.

[cosmicB]

I don't do that anymore... I don't like crowds... Crowds pull you down...
I can't bring myself to trust humans for anything anymore... I might do it for real friends and real lovers, who love everything in life with all they are... I would do a soul to soul with them, to give them all I know...
Any less than love for all life can all go to hell for all I care... "Heaven" doesn't want assholes... Earth is covered with assholes...
I'd love to share this process with 6-billion humans, and a couple trillion more critters, but I just don't have the strength, nor the time.. and most humans aren't even worth their water... I can't release anymore on the afterlife to humans, but that there are 17 major keys to know and do... Bullies would infest the afterlife, messing it up like they've done to planet earth... Humes piss on the roses... Most of humanity, (99.99%), is destined to recycle in their proverbial "hell"... What I did for that four was a serious violation against "cosmic law", but there isn't anything big enough, nor stupid enough, anywhere to challenge me on it... They'd could start their challenge, and my sword would taste their throats two seconds before they had started... I don't take any shidt there!.. Dragons taught me that... Even after I accidentally killed a precious dragon, they still love me... HaH! I bet that sure was a huge wake-up call for dragons.. the little darlings... It's gonna take a long time, and a lot of hard work for humanity to deserve the afterlife... I really can't teach them anything... All I get from humes, is bullied when I try... Them mindless monkeys just don't know what it is they're messin' with!.. They believe themselves to be "gods"... There aren't any gods, except in the dreams and wishes of the Insane...

Sorry K.. I can't disclose anything more on the afterlife to anyone... We are supposed to figure it all out on our own.. each of us, or it's no go...

But, I am still all-ways open, to assist good folk, and critters, who love all life as I do.. Especially Indigo's... I'd fill-up the other-side with Indigo's if I could find where they are hiding...

I would rather assist innocent forest creatures than humes...
If humanity saw it in itself to befriend all the life on this planet, then I might reconsider, but that can't ever happen in this crazy hell on earth... They can all just pray to their fictitious gods for redemption.. Forgiveness isn't part of my equation... You should study all the stuff I published in occult forums... I sees you have a bug... You had better deal with it before you'll get my cosmic-help... Study and learn my stuff, and seek out MI5 Psychics to assist you with the bug... Trust MI5... They are good honest intelligent real-people... Ask them about "cosmic parasites"...

We can get a cosmic parasite just from leaving a deep wound unattended for a only a couple seconds... If I showed humes what's here with us, doing what it's doing to us.. 80% would suddenly opt for quick suicide.. is why I can't disclose anymore... All I can do now, is repeat my warnings to humanity to wake up to some reality while there is still time...

Deal is: Lab.. Build working engines.. Then the two books, "Blue Base Eternity", and Map to Immortality", if I have anymore life left here on this planet to write it all again.. but my heart is grumping about the smoking... I don't have much time left here.. and I don't care...

I spent my whole life acquiring all this technology for mankind, and they reject it all because they can't understand the first page... How would you feel..?

[Kyuubi]

I hadn't seriously questioned this whole thing until that post.

Your post, to my understanding, puts me with the "assholes" and the people that don't love life as much as you do. If this is really what you meant then I don't appreciate it one bit. The fact that you said I had a bug, and "Any less than love for all life can all go to hell for all I care" only supports that point. I acknowledged that I had not reached "love for all life" status yet but I am working towards it. Do you still put me in that category even though I am learning? If I was almost close to your love of life, would I still get rejected because I am not at the same level as you?

I understand your emotions when it comes to the last thing "I spent my whole life acquiring all this technology for mankind, and they reject it all because they can't understand the first page... How would you feel..?". I may not be able to relate to it but it seems that our general existance and way of life is coming between you and I. You have the right to be pissed at humans, but if you really did put me with the rest, I'd ask you to take it back. I don't deserve it when I've given the effort to change for the better.

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Please go easy on me if I've said something stupid, right now I'm a confused person...

[cosmicB]

Hey! I got hit me a hundred times harder... Try to enjoy it.. and don't think my bads are directed at you... See them directed at the masses... Nothing is personal to you... Pretend you are chatting with a sorcerer, and myron comes a walkin' by, and tries to pee on our legs... What do we do?..

A labrador retriever did that, on a city sidewalk, while I was at a pay-phone... It lifted its leg at mine and I booted it in the gut, tossing it into traffic, but the delivery truck screeched to a halt...

Everyone has bugs, preventing them from succeeding... Nearly no one deals with them... Should I be filtering and coloring my posts to you?..

[Kyuubi]

"Should I be filtering and coloring my posts to you?.."

No, you didn't attack me personally, and I've learned from this... Keep posting the way you want.

[cosmicB]

I'm gonna toss an unresolved unedited thought focus out on this...
Probably best you don't try to make an sense of it, or it might drive you right round the bend... It called "food for thought", in thinktanking solutions for a reoccurring problem... This be one of the integral processes in how monty python was scripted...

My initial impression, distorted and unsolved and unedited, in this bit of controversy, is that there are many paths leading, or dead-ending, to or from a solution... Should ones present path lead to void or sting, then maybe one took a path that wasn't a viable segment to that solution, but a conditioned tangent, and/or ridiculousness.. at which time one deletes that path and the solution, switches memory rivers, and tries the same, and another path, before taking offense at something which contained no offense, only truth... Maybe taking offense is an indication of wrong-path, or no-path, or truth undefined, or a partial non-solution, unacceptable to the present situation, theme, conditioning, and or solution.. given that said "path" is destined to be deleted anyway, as is and was yesterday... Maybe there are mirrors of memory rivers..? Maybe memory rivers are each, in its own right, systems of components in thought processing and storage... Maybe storage is least of the process of memory..? Maybe memory is but the "tip of the ice-burg..? Maybe the way to not get caught up in the turmoil of taking distortion-paths, is to not take paths in the first place, but to invert the problem, to experience the solution as it is, not as one would wish to wish it, but as it is within and without in its own right.. thereby birthing a new-viewpoint within the self...

Me thinks there be paradoxes hiding in that mess.. but I just don't have the time to go paradox swimming... I've got an hour's autobodywork tools to tidy up out there... I should be in a lab, building new technologies to propel humanity into a proud future.. not groveling in the driveway fixing up someones abused rusting jeep.. cleaning up someones careless waste, for 40,000 pennies...

K, you've come a long way in such a short time.. Me thinks you have always been a sorcerer in your own right... We are probably two in a basket of many..? Each one believing it be prime, and solo, only because each one is prime, and solo... Each one declaring "What basket?"... Humanity declares, "fuk individuality! fuk sorcery!" Sorcery declares "Fuk humanity which fuks sorcery's love of truth"... Humanity declares "Fuk love and truth!"... The sorcerer silently closes yet another closed-door... I see youuu!... There be the Paradox!.. "closing an already close door"... Oh I do so love swimming in a viable new paradox... There be diamonds of pleasure sleeping in paradoxes.. but I just don't have the time nor location at the moment to dive that deep... If I did this here, the whole town would go full goose bozo... Domestic critters would run circles at full throttle, as unstable psychotics would go full-blown episode... The town would probably think its the end of the world coming...

Missing only technique and solutions, and a little fearful of too much truth all at one time... I sense similarities which I cannot deny... I sense fears of too large a meal, and of a previous meal undigested... I bet you could resolve, by, if you got on an elevator, full of people, and proudly released a huge undignified Fart, and just stood there with your undaunted proud honest grin, without the need to defuse a laughter detonator, accepting your rights to pass-gas when the gods deem you must pass-gas, as being something more normal then that which deems itself normal silent odorless elitist... There is absolutely no-way you could dam that much laughter without suffering a somekindof hernia somewhere... I sure couldn't.. I lasted about 2-seconds, and left that place laughing to tears, its halls echoing of laughter for its first time... Not that I craxed glass or anything.. Only woke a few sleeping spirits, and mine...
Laughter is food for the soul... Only the sorcerer has a soul... FuK! only the sorcerer has a mind!... That ought to rock their silly little boat some...
A storm is on the horizon.. My Storm... Your Storm... Our Storm... Watch for it....

[cosmicB]

Do you understand that this data can't be just spilled out for the masses to lap up.. not knowing what it is they're eating... Would be like giving mobile portable nukes and launchers to Palestinians...

[Kyuubi]

Of course... They would reject it partly because they don't understand it, just like many on this forum reject your posts. Most people are too caught up in their lives to accept such a big change. Humans have grown to love convenience, and consistency, and they would sacrifice love and respect to have their way.

As for the sorcerer thing, I don't think I've done anything pertaining to sorcery but maybe I just didn't realize it at the time?

[cosmicB]

Maybe not "reject it"... maybe opposite..?

Those with functional minds would dive into it like a vampire-bat lapping spilled warm blood off of leaves...