was having sex worth it -needs help

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my best friends a guy (drew) and lets just say he fits the bad boy roll 100%, he smokes (pot), drinks, and has sex all the time. that just so happens to be the oposit of me i dont do any of those things and were still best friends. we talk to each other about everything and he never preasures me into anything. but about a week ago i was staying the night at his house along with 10 other people(to sum it up it was more like the band geek siting with the crowd of schoolyard bullies except they are all used to me by now because drew is their leader like figure and im alwayse with him) and i have no idea why but i started drinking with them and then i got high with them. i was so messed up by then and all the other people were going to sit outsid and i didnt want to go because i didnt feel like walking all the way out there so drew told everyone that he would stay with me since it was my first time doing all this stuff and he wanted to make sure i was ok..
i remember him laughing at me when everyone had went outside and saying that i was such a light weight. and since i was already laying on his bed he came and layed by me and before i knew it we were in a hard makeout session on his bed and umm.......well we all know how i love to go into detail but im going to leave this part short......we had sex.

i woke up the next morning with the biggest headach and my cellphone ringing as loud as posible and of course it was my mom telling me that she was 5 min away to be outside waiting so i put all my clothes on and grabed all my stuff without telling any body bye (of course they were sleeping though)but still i had to have the act perfect for my mom.

Sooooooooo back to my main problem its been a week and i havent called him and he hasent called me this is the longest ive been away from him since the 5th grade and were now going into the 10th grade. i miss him so much but i dont know what to do. i realy hope we didnt ruin our friendship.
ANY ADVICE!!

SORRY ABOUT THE LONG DETAIL I JUST WANTED EVERYTHING TO BE CLEAR SO I CAN GET GOOD ANSERS THANKS

[dare_evil]

go and talk to him.. if he takes as a friend like the way u do, um sure things will work out just fine. having sex is a normal human instinct and it happens to even the best of us.. friends do hav sex or make out but if they value their friendship too much, offcourse they will forget it and move forward..

take it easy and chill out. go talk to your friend and tell him how u feel..um sure he'll understand u.

best of luck