This forum is really helpful! I felt like absolute crap until about 2 hours ago. Now that I'm reading everyone's posts, I'm starting to lighten up; after all, it's definitely not the end of the world. It
is the end of my driving fantasies, however.
I failed my second attempt this morning. It's definitely shattering. I am only 18, though, so driving and getting my license is my main priority, and has been for the last 3 months. I know it doesn't sound like long, but when something you want so badly is right there in front of you, it's horrible for it to be taken away from you.
My first attempt was utter rubbish. I was taught that to do a point-to-point reverse park or reverse parallel park, you slowly back into the curb until you experience the 'dipping' feeling of your back wheel dipping into the curb. Well. The manouevre I got for my first test was a point-to-point. Completely useless if you ask me, since I do not think that majority of people will reverse for 20 metres to park into the curb. Of course, the curb I got was flat and not high, and I was waiting for that dip feeling, which of course, did not happen since the curb was flat. So I mounted the curb, and BOOM instant fail.
I managed to get into a cancellation for my next attempt, I only had to wait 12 days and not 2 months! It made me very happy. So today, my instructor was 10 minutes late to pick me up. This made me edgy. We got to the test area and went around and she showed me tips and tricks etc., "I'm not worried about you!" she told me.

I'm not being arrogant, but I wasn't worried either. I was pretty adamant that I would pass my second attempt; I had been driving non-stop for the last 12 days and I had been working on manouevre techniques. 15 minutes into the test, I'm doing extremely well, 98%. I only lost points for not looking behind me during my 3-point-turn manouevre, which turned into a 5 point turn because the road was quite narrow and my car was long. But that was it. Until I reached a road with a series of concrete islands and different signs and narrow streets and fast oncoming traffic. I was confused. I was turning right and went to far while I was trying to look for signs. I finally understood what I should do, and when it was safe to go, I let the car roll and was about to quickly turn my wheel fully to the right when my instructor took matters into her own hands, assuming I was going to drive over the island, and slammed her foot on the brake. I should have said what I was going to do so she wouldn't have intervened, since her intervening is an instant fail. I was so disappointed, I was 2 minutes away from passing. I didn't cry like my first attempt though, but I still was quiet in the car. It was only until I rang my parents at work that I broke down. I think I was crying for the money. So far, it's cost me $920.00 for all my driving and most of it's mine, and I only have a casual retail job. And I think I also cried for the failure (of course), and also for the waiting. Knowing what to expect when I go for the test makes me more shaky. The next opening for a test is in a month and a half, and to be honest, I cannot wait, but I know I have to.