help me become anorexic!!!!

[;)]

drive your car off the nearest cliff

jaja.. funny.

[Guest]

2 years ago this was me. I used to be the skinniest of all my friends and i had grown up with an overweight sister, so I had always been told I was so small. Then i stopped horseback riding and dance and gained weight so i was in my mind chubby. I told myself i wanted to be anorexic but when you actually are you don't realize it. You keep wanting to do better and not eat, and you hate yourself for having anything from gum (which is 5 calories) to a large carrot (which is about 20). i wound up in the hospital within 3 weeks because i was so restrictive. When you have an eating disorder they do not allow you to go to a regular hospital, doctors by law have to move you right away to a special eating disorder branch that they have only in certain hospitals. By law, I had to stay there untill i completed this process. first you are on bed rest which means no getting out of bed at all and you can only drink this nasty fat filled shake thing like 8 times a day, then there are 2 stages after that. then u they set up a meal plan for u and you HAVE to eat HELLLLLLLLA there its disgusting. your parents become helpless as the law takes over. and then, they dont let u leave untill they are "done with you" meaning untill you gained the weight back or most of it. and from leaving the hospital you have to go into the doctor every week and get your "vitals" taken which is all the tests to make sure ur healthy, you have to do this for at least half a year, and meet with a nutitionalist who makes sure u eat the meal plan you sign by law that u will follow and you have to see therapy (mine was with fat woman who ate the whole time... it was awful). you hate the doctor for the rest of ur life. i wish i hadnt started this whole thing, because if u are disciplined enough you can get there and from then on it eats away at you every and i mean EVERY thought for the rest of your life. I cant sit through one class without trying to position my body so that i look the smallest. you think if one of ur frnd didnt say hi to u today its because you probly gained weight and look disgusting. i cried for the first time last week... 2 years later because i want it OUT of my head. but it wont get out and of course everyone will tell u, "your so small though you dont need to diet" they are just saying it to be nice. my advise to anyone reading this... find some sport you love, i love running, and do that for an hour every day. EVERY day, this way you get into a ruitine, and trust me after 2 weeks or so you will understand that haveing a healthy thing you do everyday will help you relfect on what is good in life and how you can take care of yourself. if you want loose weight, cut out sweets and soda, and all starch except whole wheat. this combined with running will after a few weeks take effect and you will see yourself getting to where you want to be. taking the time to plan your goals and how you want to achieve them is essential to taking care of you.

[Miss Me]

Look Right
I Would Love To Be Anarexic
I Wont Eat For Days &+ Then Ill Chuk It Up And Im Still What I Weighes A Month Ago
What I Would Give To Be Thin

[:)]

i would warn you but you already know the risks soo...frist limit the amout you eat. on avarege a day your body should get about 20000 calories but if you limit your self to an apple a peacie of bread and some salad its about 200 calories a day! its all about control you have to want it to become it just keep telling yourself that no food could taste as good as being skinny looks , and make sure that you catch yurself before you get out of controll kay hope i helped you xoxo
-

[whitneythepooh14]

I am horny all the time, can someone have sex with me?

[Against anorexia]

No one should want be anorexic its a mental illness that effect your physical health drastically you could even kill yourself and im hoping none of you want to die please dont become anorexic, anyone !!!!

[Guest]

anyone who helps this girl with tips of anorexia is considered assisted suicide and is against the law in most if not all countries, think about that before you post.

[CLAINE THORNTON]

ok so im 100 lbs and in the 8th grade, and i want to be smaller. i used to be the thinnest of all... then i gained. i want to be the SMALLEST of everyone i know, and i know i can do it b/c i have before. i really want to become anorexic, PLEASE, ive heard all about how it screws you up and stuff, but i want ways to BECOME anorexic, not people telling me the dangers i already know all that. if youve been anorexic before, please tell me how you did it, b/c i want to be! i havent eaten all day and when i do, i just throw it up. i dont seem to be seeing much of a difference, so please tell me how to be anorexic. if theres any tips you have to control hunger etc. please tell me! thanks .

[CLAINE THORNTON]

I UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL I AM 16 AND I HAVE GAINED ALOT OF WEIGHT I WANT TO BE ANOREXIC TO LETS HELP EACHOTHER LETS THINK OF THE GUYS THAT WOULD WANT TO DATE US HOW GOOD WE WILL FEEL ABOUT OUR BODYS HOW SKINNY WE WILL BE!!!!!!!!

[kathywets]

And all you who dont believe in this mental disorder or think that everyone is just bluffing about it. F*** yourselves and stop wasting your time writing to us becuase we all dont care what ya'll have to say.

I think most of us believe this is a mental disorder and your post confirms so well that it is.
To me, it is very strange that someone would want to commit slow suicide the way you do. However, I realise, like with all mental illnesses, that sometimes people struggle with things it is difficult to control.
Luckily more and more people get help from health professionals, various programs and others, and find a way out of their illnesses and get a better life.

Which is why it angers me incredibly to find posts like yours and others here, encouraging persons to become anorectic and posting "advice" for how they can do it.
What you choose to do, or what illness you do not want to be helped with, is up to you. But do not encourage others to do the same.

As others have suggested, you may even be legally responsible if someone you have "helped" became seriously ill.
On the other hand, you may not be considered responsible, since your post so clearly suggest that you are anything but responsible.

To those of you thinking that anorexia will solve anything - forget it. Try instead to talk with a friend, a health professional, your parents or whomever you trust and get back into your life.
Start with throwing away all those stupid fashion magazines - their warped picture of the world and of people have nothing to do with the real world.

As for using anorexia to become attractive, whether it is to girls or boys - forget that too. Dating a self centered skeleton with whom it is a waste going out to dinner, who are more concerned about throwing up than about doing fun stuff together and so on, is hardly anyones dream of the perfect date.

For those of you who want support, help and/or advice, I am sure some can be found here too, in addition to advice and support from resources in your "real" world. But don't come here to get advice on how to commit slow suicide.
Instead, read the posts here from those who have actually been anorectic and have shared a little about how it really is.

Kathy

[Jiyanamiki]

Dude...your 100lbs and your in the 8th grade?? You don't need to become anorexic! Your anorexic already! XD Seriously...100 is a big number but it's not big compared to weight. The average weight of an 8th grader is about...120lbs... you are 20 pounds under what your supposed to be. You need to GAIN weight! But if you are truly uncomfortable with your size than you have a mental desease. Or if you just want to become anorexic so you can look like a freak so be it!! ^^

PS If you stop eating hair will grow all over your body. I'm not lying. It's a side effect of anorexia

[Rejected]

im in the 8th grade. do you have any clue what its like? im not skinny this i admit. no guys want to go out with me. i sit with a small group of friends. they all talk about their bodies as if they are doing self-voodo. I even had a guy i had liked for 3 years straight tell me im a nerd and that nobody would ak me out not ever. nobody gets this. I sit in class trying my hardest to keep my GPA above 3.5 and the worst part is at school i cannot speak. If a teacher calls on me i can hardly utter a mumble in reply to them. Its fear of rejection. my entire lfe this is what has happened to me. Even since preschool. my teacher told me to shutup. Im sorry i ever thought i would turn to this kind of way but its all thats left. If theres a god in this world he made some pretty crappy plans for me. (yes that was an atheist's comment) :...(

[Guest]

im in the 8th grade. do you have any clue what its like? im not skinny this i admit. no guys want to go out with me. i sit with a small group of friends. they all talk about their bodies as if they are doing self-voodo. I even had a guy i had liked for 3 years straight tell me im a nerd and that nobody would ak me out not ever. nobody gets this. I sit in class trying my hardest to keep my GPA above 3.5 and the worst part is at school i cannot speak. If a teacher calls on me i can hardly utter a mumble in reply to them. Its fear of rejection. my entire lfe this is what has happened to me. Even since preschool. my teacher told me to shutup. Im sorry i ever thought i would turn to this kind of way but its all thats left. If theres a god in this world he made some pretty crappy plans for me. (yes that was an atheist's comment) :...(

[color=indigo][color=olive]thats sad buy why would you say that? you can fight anorexia i you WANTED to. why would you just let it come? thats retarded get some help from a smart person. or maybe someone who has been anorexic maybe IS. you don know whats ging to happen to you. [/color][/color]

[Purdy]

Your such an idiot u dont even know what it is like!!!!!!!!!!!! i was anerexic when i was 13 and ur stupid if you want to b!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Sarahhhh <3]

heyy, i'm sorry you feel like you need to be insanely thin, but once you become anorexic, it's really hard to stop. You'll become so skinny, and in the mirror, you will actually see yourself fatter than you are. I understand that you don't want people telling you the dangers, but listen to them. Lose the weight naturally, not by starving yourself. They are being harsh and critical because they care. Again, i'm sorry you feel the pressure to be thin. But just be yourself. being 100 lbs and in the 8th grade is
ahhhh-mazingg already! Just be happy with being yourself, and never tell yourself that you are too fat. Just have some confidence in who you are, and never let anything get you down! [=


-Sarah