Am I A Lesbian?

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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby cosmicB on Tue Nov 11, 2008 5:21 am

I thought it was most girls need that female closeness among females... It's a natural trait in earth-critters that live in communities... It's just that the christinsane human-culture deems female closeness "sexuality", and therefore deems it "bad", so females fall prey to insane peer pressure, denying themselves that precious royal closeness, that is as natural and crucial as love and water in maintaining life, in maintaining the herd confident, reliant, honest, healthy, full, and alive... Woman loving Woman is the absolute purest thing in all of Life... Imagine your proverbial "Mother Mary" appearing in your room, hugging you like you would hug you, giving you that feeling that you are bathed in essential-love right to the very core of your marrow, and more....

I bet one of the wonders of the world are the sensations two women get when gently touching their breasts together...
I can only know what half of it feels like... I can only guess that if done right, maybe it gives a momentary sensation like your feet are rising up above the floor.. sort of like the extreme fleeting sensation you get from sniffing the cork of a high quality wine, in the first second after the cork is pulled from the bottle.. but after two-seconds the prize is thus lost in history's fatal dump...


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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby mistyspray on Sun Jan 04, 2009 2:03 am

stephanie wrote:You can the read the full article at: http://www.femalefirst.co.uk/yin-and-ya ... -1429.html

hi
i had this bestfriend and i found myself missing her all the time, getting jealous when she saw other people, we did kiss but when we were drunk and when it was for a dare or something, we started drifting apart and now we dont speak much but i cant stop thinking about her and wanting her.
i do do things with boys but, i find it all boring and when boys want to see me im not interested. i have 4 sisters who are fairly against being a lesbian, i am totally confused and dont know what to do.
i have joined a lesbian chat room and have talked to some, but i really want to know lesbians my age and live near me.


I'm here :mrgreen:
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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby Suniya on Sun Jan 04, 2009 11:58 am

F***, I didn't read the original article but all those comments.....I was ALL those teenagers with their confused feelings. My story probably won't help anyone 'cept as a warning maybe.
In my case though I tried to bury those feelings towards girls and started being very promiscuous with boys to cover up. This was from about 14 I thought no one would suspect that way. I had lost my virginity by 15. But I didn't have boyfriends as such. As soon as one started to be a hassle I would dump him and find another one. The ironic thing is all the sweet girls I wanted to be friends with wanted nothing to do with me as I was such a slut. I had no friends.
By 16 I was going out to all night parties with an older girl. We got in some sticky situations with older men. Older men were not as easy to manipulate as boys. I regret all of that stuff. Then one night changed everything. Won't go into any details because there are pervs around here that might get off on it. But it was horrible.

After that I didn't go out the house for three months ... and didn't have another boyfriend till I was 18. I concentrated on going to college and making up for lost time. Last year I met a nice guy and we had a seven month relationship. That restored my faith in men but by then I had already started exploring my feelings towards girls again.
Now I am happy with a girl in a long term relationship although it is secret at the moment.
Now I bet there are some men reading this who are thinking she is only into girls because of what happened to her at 16.
NO NO F****** NO!

I always liked girls. Where I went wrong is just by not waiting and seeing and thinking about what I wanted. The best advice is IF IN DOUBT DO NOTHING. Just wait and see.
This was quite hard to write and didn't really come out the way I wanted it to. The point is
I don't hang a label on myself.


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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby samantha33 on Sun Jan 04, 2009 9:43 pm

Heart felt Suniya .. I hid beind a marriage and then the promiscuous clubbing and feeling cheep after. then hid indoors untill i met my first by accident and thanks to some good friends, that was a few yrs ago now and now so so happy so so wow wow wow ALIVE
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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby cosmicB on Sun Jan 04, 2009 11:38 pm

We know that many males are 99% assholes in how they treats Woman...
Almost everyone has heard the gory details...
Just visit a women's safe-house if you want to see and hear about it... What they can tell you will give you nightmares for the rest of your life... You can't even begin to fathom their weekly nightmares... They scream in the night... What she was put through, if I told you even a tiny bit of it, you would cry... Can you imagine having a drunk psychotic aiming a loaded shotgun at your face..?

When my lady screams in the night it gives me sudden huge "goose-bumps, and a wicked chill right to my bones.. "it shivers me timbers"... I hears that blood-curdling mournful inbreath Scream.. I Rush to her as Fast as I can without tripping, to softly touch, and whisper "Your Safe".. I tenderly massages her back into sleep, while all of me is searching for the ghost that is pestering her in the nights... If I catches it, it's bloody History!.. I suspect it's the ghost of her deceased abusive mate, causing those nightmares, but it seems I'm powerless to kill the ghost... I'm workin' on it...

But, not all of us are assholes huns... I pride myself with my keen ability to touch like the goddess would want... I touch Woman like she is goddess... I respect Woman with all I am.. but trying to find a real woman in these billions of damaged females is a real stretch... Impossible, thinks I... You're all busted, and a bit crazy, the thousands I met... And it's all from asshole-males abusing Woman... It don't make any sense to damage what you cherish above all... It must be that the human race has gone full goose bozo insane...

Imagine the best caress you ever experienced.. then triple it.. and add Merlin's and D.Juan's magic to it.. and feel three consecutive orgasms threaten to pop the top of your head off....

Some of us know how to treat Woman Properly.. but we're all taken... Our woman are precious to us... They are the reason we choose to be alive... We make our women purr and laugh, every day...

And you gotta admit.. some of them dyke's are kinda rough too.. as rough as some of them asshole males...
You need to learn about what body signals mean, and how to trust your gut feelings, and learn how to escape a situation instantly, should your gut tell you that something smells bad in the situation you're in... You know what's right and wrong.. If you feels like what's close to you is wrong somehow, then grab-up your purse and jacket, and what ever is yours, and bolt out of there "as fast as a cobra strikes from being stepped on", and never return... Find yourself new friends, or have you none... Simple as that... It should be taught in schools as a life's credit-course... Human educational systems are pathetic, at best... You all knows it.. you all got squeezed through it, like "juicing an orange".. You know the crap they runs an innocent kid through.. and how it's Comply!, or die!... They rip your spirit to shreds, then fill you up with conditioning-crap, and shove you out into this violent world to make something of your shattered poisoned little life.. what's left of you... Then all you've got left, is learn how to die pretty...

Bottom-line.. Find someone who is gentle in everything, or wait till you do...
And should you be stupid enough to let an asshole get you pregnant, just cuz you needed a little fuk, then kill the damn thing if your psyche can handle you being a murderer, and remain in the singles crowd.. Or have the baby, and become a plaything sex-toy for the zoo's animals...

Use condoms FFS!.. There are fatal fuk-diseases out there in the asshole's hell on earth... Fuk-wise, Or not at all!.. Give disease a chance to die... Now days just kissing a woman, can be a death-sentence... I don't even shake-hands anymore... The human race is totally filthy...

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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby cosmicB on Mon Jan 05, 2009 2:40 am

..So, I figures I feels like some pepsi.. And I sees the three empties ready to go to the recycle bin... and there's none in the fridge... I looks in the pantry..
And there's three full big-ones... And my honey's got three full ice-trays happnin'...
She's a good one... A first nations native-princess spirit... I wonder where she is..? Probably doing something for and with her grand-kids... Probably indoor skating, and restaurants... I've got time to run the updates and cleaners on her PC... and maybe add these new desk-top pix in her fav color...
It's 27 below out-there.. I ain't gonna mess with snow-shoveling tonight in minus-40 wind chill, is a big for sure!..
I'd rather be making her laugh.. and kissing her Extremely sensitive tummy, and double extremely sensitive neck, with these kisses she feels right to her toes...

She left me with three pepsi's, and Ice!.... I've got her PC working like it was "a born again virgin"... I prefer this clunker W2000 over the big OS's...

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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby Suniya on Mon Jan 05, 2009 7:20 am

Cosmic B...my mind boggles at your post...it started off relevant then veered off into other areas and ended up with pepsi in the fridge..Lol!

I like this place.
Trying to get my post count up is a pain. 38 to go. Will anybody PM me when I get there?

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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby Suniya on Mon Jan 05, 2009 9:39 am

samantha33 wrote:Heart felt Suniya .. I hid beind a marriage and then the promiscuous clubbing and feeling cheep after. then hid indoors untill i met my first by accident and thanks to some good friends, that was a few yrs ago now and now so so happy so so wow wow wow ALIVE


Thanks Samantha33.
Glad you too are happy now.
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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby cosmicB on Tue Jan 06, 2009 6:56 pm

Suniya needs a hundred PM's...

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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby inthelapofthegods1 on Tue Jan 06, 2009 8:18 pm

Looks like you suceeded in getting your post count up Suniya!

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Re: Am I A Lesbian?

Postby Suniya on Wed Jan 07, 2009 7:31 am

inthelapofthegods1 wrote:Looks like you suceeded in getting your post count up Suniya!


Yep I am up there now.

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