Being different

[a_wild_raven]

Hi,
My name is Someone, And i want to tell you about my self, My name is
not important, But i am DIFFERENT in life, I am werid and ugly to
lots of people. They dont like me, etc.
I am werid and horrible looking. I will tell you i am different
becasue i have never had a friend or a boyfriend, I am too ugly for
anyone.
People in general.
I don't like nasty or nosey people I have to deal with these every
day of my life.
They're bullies and nasty people and plain nosey. I will never have a
boyfriend is what they say. I'm too ugly. They laugh at me as I am
ugly they make me feel small when they feel BIG. Nobody to talk to
only you lot here. I'm hated because I'm ugly. Lucky for me I believe
in God and he will be there for me in my rough times.
I hate the people I'm not their type. Spoilt and horrible is how I
see a lot of people here. They are ALWAYS horrible. They always want
to hurt the weakest one or something, they are JUST PLAIN NASTY.
I don't know why people are like it. I hate my looks and body. I
have no friends because I am a real ugly person. The truth is I have
been on my own since I was ugly I am really ugly now. I am alone and
it's ok with me but I just wanted to let others know if you are a
ugly person to with no friendship or relationships.
My life has gone from bad to worse etc.
I am ugly the real truth is Noone cares about me. thats the truth.
Plans in my life have back fired and i am full of mistakes.
I beileve i an ugly becasue of my mistakes.
When I was a teenager I cut my wists pretty badly. I never told
anyone really. I had no real friends, but I lost alot of blood, I am
starving myself. I am skinny and I want to be thinner becasue I think
I am too fat, even though I am thin. So I am starving myself and
loosing blood, all becasue I get bullied in my life.
I find it hard to find a on going job now and keep it.
Im bad tempered to.
I am always tried becasue of life.
People say to me get a life your sad etc.
But they dont understand me how can they there pretty.
People think i dont try making friends and all bad things that go on
in my life is my fault.
Im screwed up i will never trust people enough to have friends and i
will never get married and have kids as i am screwed up in side and
out.
I stay in the home most of the time as i am scared that bullying will
still go on and it does.
i just am one big scared cat.
I guess i am just a ugly person. I always will be.
Family dont want me there
or maybe im just one big baby.
I talking about having NO FRIEND not even in the family.
You cant judge me antill you see me.
Thank you for your time.
someone

[fluffibunni]

I am not going to warble on about how you feel or how you shouldn't let others tar things for you because the truth is,people are nasty. They all are. The whole lot of them. I am female, just coming up to 30, bullied all my school ife because I am of italian origin. Dark hair, dark eyes, greeny yellow olive skin. I hate myself so much I wear blue contacts, got blonde highlighta and extensions, live on sunbeds, wear uplifting bra's...and it still desn't get me anywhere. Instead of being bullied coz I was ugly, I am now bullied because I look 'different'. Women are the worst ones. You walk past them and they mutter 'sl*t' to their friends, and they don't even know me, nothing could be further from the truth!!!

So, with all that in mind, don't hang yourself or anything. It isn't worth it. If they hate you enough now, trust me, they won't even care a bit if you are gone.
Just keep your chin up and try as best you can. Maybe read or surf the net. i look at sites about animals and stuff to make me feel better.
x

[Guest]

I am not going to warble on about how you feel or how you shouldn't let others tar things for you because the truth is,people are nasty. They all are. The whole lot of them. I am female, just coming up to 30, bullied all my school ife because I am of italian origin. Dark hair, dark eyes, greeny yellow olive skin. I hate myself so much I wear blue contacts, got blonde highlighta and extensions, live on sunbeds, wear uplifting bra's...and it still desn't get me anywhere. Instead of being bullied coz I was ugly, I am now bullied because I look 'different'. Women are the worst ones. You walk past them and they mutter 'sl*t' to their friends, and they don't even know me, nothing could be further from the truth!!!

So, with all that in mind, don't hang yourself or anything. It isn't worth it. If they hate you enough now, trust me, they won't even care a bit if you are gone.
Just keep your chin up and try as best you can. Maybe read or surf the net. i look at sites about animals and stuff to make me feel better.
x

Aww,fluffibunni.I hope i have never been mean to a woman like you.

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[a_wild_raven]

I am sorry to hear that i hope things get better for you in your future,
as for me i dyed my hair to look prettier and now i look even uglier
mistake that was.
anyway im sure lifes will pick up for people like us.
thank you for your reply too.
Raven

[Mellers]

Hello Wild Raven

I´m pretty sure that you are not as ugly or as "different" as you make yourself out to be!!!

We all have problems, none of us is perfect. We all have an internal voice telling us that we are worthless, that we should be doing better, etc.

Dont listen to your internal voice! I´m pretty sure that you are JUST FINE. Listen, dont punish your body, getting thinner and thinner, it aint worth it.

Go and see a doctor, or a therapist to help you get your self esteem back.

YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON

[Guest]

Wild Raven:
I can relate to you with the colored hair gone bad. I was platinum blonde for years and was constently fixing the roots which are dark brown. My roommate one day talked me into a caramel blonde which turned my hair purple. In order to correct it I had to color my hair dark brown, which I have come to love. Basically I learned to appreciate what I orignially was, and I haven't had to deal with roots for months. Yeah! I don't know how you are measuring how beautiful you are, but definently don't listen to society

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[123456]

I'm a man, but I know how you feel because I know that I am hideous. I'm only 5-7, 140 lbs., giant self-inflicted scars across my torso, large nose, bony ass, pale corpse-like skin. I feel filthy and dirty about my own body and I can't stand looking in the mirror.

Years ago, in high school, every square inch of my body was so covered with zits I looked like I had some sort of radiation poisoning. It was the worst case of acne I've ever seen; every girl that looked at my recoiled in sheer disgust. Women are so disgustingly evil and cold-blooded, you can't imagine how much the girls put me down for my zits.

Now I'm 32 and while the acne is completely gone, I still see zits on my face when I look in the mirror. I can't help it, they're like ghost-pimples. And I still can't get over my loathing resentment of women for making me feel so filthy. With my worthless body, I know that I will never have anyone. I know I will always be alone. I know that I will never be told I'm "gorgeous", I know that I will never be the subject of a woman's sexual fantasies.

And besides looks, I don't have much else to offer. No car, no money (disabled manic-depressive), no nothing. Somehow, I just learned to adapt to the fact that I was obviously meant to be alone for my entire life.

[lil*minx]

Please don't take this as harsh. You need to really stop focusing on yourself. Go out and do something nice for someone else. Wether it is smiling at a lonely older person or donating time, money, blood, etc.

You will be surprised at how things will change for you. Even the most confident people have things they can't stand about themselves. We all have flaws and the people you see in magazines are airbrushed and covered in makeup or altered by a surgeon.

I have been in your shoes...thinking that I am worthless and unattractive but I decided to live life instead of curling into a ball and hoping to die.

[Guest]

we are all different!

we all come in different shapes and sizes, and colours,
i do beileve that some people will be outcasted no matter where they go, not because there bad, people but because they are some how different, when in the real word there is something wrong with them ( idiots ) for not accepting some peope for the way they are!

so ok do you get it now!

[Guest]

Everyone looks normal but me, i have a lot of underdevlopment in me, which makes me werid looking somedays, so yes i am sort of different,

wish i grew in to an adult, like everyone else,

everyday i just look ugly becasue of the way i am :sigh: so feed up,
Make overs make me look worse, so i am so feed up with people not beileveing my age also, i am 25 and peope think i am 16 :sigh :

SO FEED UP

[Guest]

[Lena]

I have been in your shoes...thinking that I am worthless and unattractive but I decided to live life instead of curling into a ball and hoping to die.

No you really are unattractive and worthless.................

[swee]

At the end of the day, people are nasty and cruel and there are two options: rise above it, or manifest into a big ball of rage-infested hate. Right now, I'm going with the second option.