dreams of my ex why do I still have them

[hottrod]

I don't know why but I keep on having dreams of my ex girlfreind its been a good year year and a half sence we broke up but I keep having wet dreams about her the thing is their are lots of other girls out their that I would rather have these dreams about maybe it is how we broke up because it was over the phone I mean come on you need to do it in person I mean I can understand why we broke up basically I wouldn't have sex with her because I was and am still a virgin and I didn't know if she was the right one later I found out about her being bi and whe wanted to have a three some with me and another girl I said no and we didn't speak for a few weeks then found out that she slept with my friend at work and that she was into devil worship thats when she called me on the phone and broke up
I really did love her but she hert me so bad so why is it that I keep on having these sex dreams about her and why before when I had a sex dream it wasn't dark but now thier really dark and kinky ever sence we broke up

[hottrod]

I thought I should probelly talk about the dreams I have been having of my ex
what my dreams are like now
were out on the dance floor and were doing the samba with a little salsa and cha cha mixed in together and it is so sexual as she grinds me in a move were I spin her infont of me and I curess her down her back, hips her outer thigh then I start to move my hand up her iner thigh almost to were the legs meet then around and cup her but as see does a grinding cubin action as my hands get to her but she brings her right hand down I take it and spin her then pull her towards me her body pressed to mine for the finish of the dance we then just start making out on the dance floor we get up and go over to my place
were riping are clothing off as we go up the stares I through her on my bed and I start to give her oral shes pushing my head in wanting more you can feel the heat from her thighs radiating and I can see her niples starting to turn a flush collor and sver so slightly go up I break away for only a second and I start to take off my pants I have a huge erection she gets up off of the bed cups my C*** and then gives it a little lic, pushes me onto the bed and ties my hands to the bed post then ..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................(edited by me, didn't read it I'm never posting it again) she then gets on my C*** and starts to pound it as fast as she can intell I cum so hard I feel like my heads going to fall off and she is monning so hard I think the whole neighbor hood can hear then she just leaves with me tied to the bed

What my old dream were like
but my old sex dream were never that graphic before in a normal dream before we broke up we would look at each other from across the room and start to flirt we would then get a picknick basket and go for a hike up in the mountains injoying each others company then we would lay out a blanket to have the pickneck by a waterfall or a stream watching the sun go down we would start to kiss and I would kiss her forehead a litle nick on the nose then a pec on the lips followed by a long french kiss as I slowly move up and down her body with my hand we whould start to take off each others clothes and curess each other with kisses as are heat would rise I would then tease her with a slow blow along her pussy and whould tease her with my C*** we would then make slow love as I go shallow at first then in further and further as it goes on we role around off are blanket into the grass and embrasse each other then we would cudle and I would wisper in her ear "your so butifull" and how im so lucky I to be with you as we slowly cuddle and go to sleep

what I want to know is why did my fantisy change so much when we broke up and is their any way you think that i can get back to my normal dreams because man that is a bad fetish to have when you want someone to bind you and scat in your mouth the thing is I know really actually want that if you read some of my other post I think you will understand after we broke up almost every thing about me changed am I just going through a fase or is their something that im not adressing in my life that I need to adress please any help would be usefull

[hottrod]

I would really like some help these dreams have been driving me mad I don't know what they mean this isn't a joke please anyone out their want to take a stabe at it mimi anyone

[Obvious]

If you drink yourself to a stupor ... you won't dream anything ...

[Ymmomseira]

I had never dreamed of my ex-husband until I remarried 9 years after divorcing him. Getting remarried obviously triggered the fears that I had about repeating some of the same problems of the first one. Believe me, I do not want to see my ex in my dreams but I have them every time hubby and I have problems.

[xxcrazybabyxx]

are you still into this girl?? have u seen her lately, or do u still keep in contact?? are u into anyone else??

[hottrod]

crazybaby I guess I am still into this girl and yes I have seen her lately and yes I have kept contact with her and at one point she said she wanted me back (but in the last few months I found out I have crohns were your body starts atacking the small intestine and I have lost alot of wieght and I don't want to go back to her if I am still sick because I don't want to hert her or be hert) and as for, am I into any one else yes
but
my real question is why did my dreams change so dramatically when we broke up maybe im the crazy one here but I just want to go back to having my normal dreams maybe it isn't just because we broke up it might be something else in my life why I am having these dreams

[xxcrazybabyxx]

i read this a few days ago but i think i remember you saying you were starting to enjoy these dreams???
Maybe you are kicking yourself for letting her go, and your imagination is running away with you, showing you what you think you could have had and are missing out on. (i think i remember you saying this girl was into devil worship etc) As you want to have sex with her, maybe she has changed your opinion of what good sex may be???
I'm no expert though babe, its just my interpretation i have my own dream problems as you know lol

[hottrod]

I think your right she was different then any person that I have went out with before maybe it has just changed what my perspective is on a relationship she was the toltal opisite of me and I think that might be why we were so compatible with each other but I cant help think that their is more to the dream then just that but you are your right she did change my opinion of a relationship

[hottrod]

thanks for your coments xxcrazybabyxx after you wrote about what you thought my dream was about I have noticed that the dream has allmost completly vanished I still have it time to time but I'm not having it every night like I used too. I still want to know what all of it ment but thank you for helping me out most people I think just turned their backs on this post because of the nature of it.

[ST]

maybe its a dont know what youve got till its gone thing? then again you havent lost much if she f*cked off like that