hey everyone.
yeah, I'm a victim of steriod cream use.
I went to the doctor in april of 2007 to get something for a rash caused by body wash.
he didnt give me a perscription but just gave me handfuls of samples of a steriod cream telling me to use it and not even asking for a folow up examination or how long to use it.
so I used it but saw no improvement on my rash. but I thought since nothing was happening it was alright to use it still.
nothing happened until I ran out of the drug. then stretch marks started to form where I put it. BIG ones some almost a CM wide and at least an inch long. on my armpits and my inner thighs.
ugh, it was horrible. I filed a complaint but nothing came of taht. that dumbass still has his job and Im scarred for life.
that was a year ago. I'm now 17, I've tried to fraxel but it just hurt and made my scar dark and bigger. the colour faded and now they are all skin coloured. some are still spreading down my legs. its making me really miserable.
my parents dont even give a S***. they didnt even care. everytime I get upset they just get mad ig nore me or tell me to get over it. Im so sad cuz I cant wear tanktops or shorts without feeling self concious.
I have some on my boobs and thighs butt and hips but those are made by my body and small compared to what I;ve got hiding in my arpit or near my crotch.
ugh, its horrible.
I'm planning to get dermaroller treatments soon and hopefully something good will happen. Im still mad at my parents for not supporting or understanding me.
I think about my scars everyday, first thing in the morning and last thing at night. my mom has them from giving birth to me but she days guys dont even care. well what does she know? her generation isnt the same as mine.
everyone is so critical of eachother these days I dunno how Im ever gonna get a boyfriend
best
cluless,
I'll update if I can ever find this blog again