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[Lena]

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Todays thursday and only one more day till our go out and be naughty nite . Am definitely counting the hours till we all head out on friday nite to have fun fun fun . I think they alw ant to go to some straight club where we will stand out and then the TRIANGLE which is the gay area here. Moi though is in favor of spending most of the nite in new places even if there full of straight people .Hetrosexuality isn't contagious and we can have more fun shocking people and talking to new blood . Should I shave my all my pubic hairs since I will be in a mini and commando ?

Worked at the hotel last nite in the penguin suit . At times we were busy , had cocktail waitress Narla . The JONAS BROTHERS were guests sunday nite and even though they claim to be all religious and virgins my friends in security told me they had some painted store bought women coming and going from there rooms . As I recall Britney used to claim to be a wholesome glass of milk too............. This week-end the hotel has Marvin Hamlisch who the sales manager tells me is a famous musician whose been around for years . I've never heard of him but since he's performing with the symphony thats no suprise since I haven't heard of many people who perform with them . Have heard of Kid Rock , he and Rev.Run of RUN DMC will be here in a few weeks .

Must add it was a RUN DMC 11 years ago now up to Detroit cousins Francie and Tareva and I all innocently enough met 3 nice guys all black and went back to Tareva's 99% white suburb for inocent teen-age fun like dope and yes sex .Don't think too many people in Westland hated balcks but actually feared them since they were scared of being the victims of crime . The guys were sure jumpy and didn't waste anytime getting inside . We were all having various kinds of fun ( ) fun until Tareva's folks my uncle Royce and his wife came home unexpectedly , they were suppossed to be 250 miles away not due back till afternoon the next day All three of us and the guys were shocked beyond belieand did't know what was going to happen next whether it wud be a shouting match , fight, or even shooting .Especially since it was Detroit after all where shooting someone is almost a acceptable form of anger management

I was mad at my uncle and auntie too for spoiling our fun and what I saw as breaking there word to us. They made us promise to not go downtown and bring guys home sbut I was annoyed since they had lied about not coming back until the next day as if to trap us . My auntie was pretty upset about finding us all there in the basement not completely dressed and the thick smell of pot in the air not to mention the sound of Francie gaging since she had something trhat must have been every big ( I still have no idea what it was ............. ) in her mouth . But uncle Boyce was cool just telling the guys to get out now and since I saw him beat the living crap out of cousin Gaylord the year before knew he was the kind of man who you better listen too.! The guys must have picked up onthat since they wererushing to get dressed and out the door. They were a sight to see, getting there clothes on and at the same time being terrified of geting shot by my people or the neighbors who wud have automaticlly mistaken them for burglars or home invaders along with laffing about being caught with 3 girls having 'fun' , especially white girls in segregated Westland .Can't say I blame them ........... But they really can't complain having gotten sex and a great story out of it too.

Also led to the very next morning which was a sunday our very pissed off auntie without saying a word ( except how we were sluts no better then our tramp mothers ) drove Francie and me to the GREYHOUND station in downtown Detroit to catch a bus back home and also banned from visiting them again . We were upset at first but during the 10 hour trip back home got over it by laffing about the whole disaster, beating each other off in the bathroom ,and falling all over these army recruits . Have written here about happily how the hatchet got buried with my auintie and uncle a few years back when I along with Francie and her family visted Detroit . My uncle and his yankee woman whose actual name is Brenda were real forgiving which I will always be grateful for. Francie , Tareva , and I all got a huge laff about that crisis too when we drove over to the c.asino in Canada. Although made no mention of laffing at the memory later to Tareva's folks or either her and Francie's hubbys .

Moving ahead to the here and now am leaving soon to run then back for a shower . Then the coffee boutique folowed up by work . More clothes from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION , today the white blazer with a crest on the left brest saying something in what Karin says is latin , a white shirt along with a lite grey with red check pattern knee length skirt . Nude garter stockings and black kitten heels too. At work the black cocktail waitress dress and black flats .

[Lena]

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My first friday off in a looooooooooong time , loooooong loooooong time . I feel so refreshed and renewed by it all though . Definitely have the case of week-end fever .No major plans except working at the country club for money tonite and it'll be easy . For the rest of the time plan to take it easy and build up energy for tonite , want to be able to be as wild as I want without getting tired and missing out on any fun .It takes strength and energy to be wicked .....................

In the white blazer and lite grey with red window pain checks from the MARILYN KING COLLECTION went out for coffee before work . Wore my black boots instead of the kitten heels because of the weather . Do love having coffee and people wathcing and if I do it right having people watch me too. Instead of my usual places went to a new coffee place in Old Louisville on the first floor of a old red stone 4 story apartment building . Next door was one of those Thailand restaurents that all the yuppys love.You could smell the food and it was delicious too .The coffee place was selling more atmosphere then coffee and I loved it . After taking one look around and a deep smel of the delicious coffee brewing said to myself " Now this is a coffee place " !!!. They tryed to be as homey as possible selling comfort . There was a gas firplace going away and huge overstuffed corduroy furniture and a few tables so you could be cozy and a shining dark wod floor . Many plants in front of the huge bay window looking out on the street . And all kind of baked goods that looked delicious but wud have you looking like THE MICHELIN MAN or TWO TON BAKER in no time at all. I swear the snake didn't tempt EVE with a apple but instead ascone or cinammon roll.

Had the usual busines peopel working on lap tops ( everything is getting wi-fied around here thats for sure ) and two yuppettes going over manuels about there jobs which I think was seling medical supplys . They were so dedicated and enthused , hope it lasts after the first time the get yelled at or fired for nothing .Also 2 college girls and this guy who didn't say much talking about school .Moiw as feeling more and more to home as the time went by .

No surprise soon had my boots off and was chilling . Taking long looks at the people , place, fire, and traffic outside .The old corduroy chain felt so nice I wish I could have spent all day curled up on it . The manager did scold me for putting my feet on the coffee table in front of ,reminding me people also use it to put tehre food on . She was right too, moi was being a slob . Hey , may be in classic clothes hand made for a rich girl but I am still a low rent ridge runner at heart Actually I thought I was being polite by taking my boots off before putting my feet on the table since where I'm from culture- wise people put there shoes on anything/ everyting . Do recall while we ate dinner my father sat there eating with us a leaned back in chair and propping his cowboy boots on the table . Nothing like looking at muddy boots to take away your appetite .Along with my sister Lori usually spitting on her food before eating it so no one wud take it but thats a whoe other tory . Do think I will lok for something on the www about manners. Don't want to be tacky although in my case trying to do something about it may be a lost cause.............

But all good things come to a end and the time came to go to work . I really could have spent hours there . Especially after picking up a copy of USA TODAY which had alot of interesting things in it and most of all since two yuppy guys came in who were perfect targets of my self indulgent teasing . Still had to go in early for a meeting , which naturally was cancelled at the last minute Moi then hung aroud the employee cafeteria still in the clothes from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION with more then a few of my co-workers taking double takes since they didn't recignize me out of uniform .Still thinking about me being so low class at the coffee boutique and putting my feet on the table also thought if any of my co-workers also did double takes since I was eating dinner with a knife & fork instad of my hands ?

Wore the black cocktail waitress dress and was busy for most of the first part of the shift then things got slow. My friend Barb in security came by to check up on us , tells me the security that I was tormenting for his homophobia now thinks Obama is in el -quada . That boy listens to too much of that right wing talk radio ! The hotel security department also got a great review from corporate which has them all happy but now everyone in it wanting more money . I don't blame It's nice to get praised but nothing beats more money !!!!!

Heading out in a lite gre sweat shirt and white T shirt & jeans . At the country club the uniform of the Kelly green jumper dress and white blouse alongwith the same nude garter stockings as yesterday and brown flats . Tonite more fashionable but still very sexxy . In a new white faux silk blouse and balck leather mini . Also the black heels I bought this year and hardly ever wear . No undies though , and shaved too

I could go on and on about tonite Definitely some blow before we head out and duringt he nite too.Love the boost .We have a few places to see and things we want to do but have are keeping it open . Have found from a lifetime of being devoted to decadence it's best to avoid too much planning and go with the mood since spontaneous times are the best times . Plenty of examples about that , when I was living with Marady we were all at bar and in the bathroom just all of a sudden in the stall Celeste and I took turns eating each other out .Then going back to our partners & the group like nothing had happened ........... No matter what though know we will have fun ................ :

[Lena]

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Will post later about last nite ..................a wild time ! Now am too hung over and tired .Not a good idea to mix blow , whisky , and to much wine .Especially since I can black out with whisky .......... Although that may have headed off some nastyness last nite since that bitch Nevin was coming onto Karin while I was in the bathrom coming in and out of including being molested by a friend ...............

More later when I have energy .If not today then tomorow for sure. Now some asprin and tea then back to bed ..........

[Lena]

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[Lena]

Hi, Sorry about no fresh post yesterday . Moi really couldn't get to it since I was feeling so poorly .Also at my pt job and the computer was being goofy , hard to even get on the web .

Am getting better but still feel like crap . Really overdid it friday .Had a great time thats for sure ( will post about it tomorrow ) but od'd on it all.

The combination of no sleep , too much drinking and blow really hit me this week-end . Saturday was hell.........couldn't fall sleep because of the blow and maybe having 2 cups of black coffee at 5AM at the diner . After awhile quit trying and got up .Tried all of my usual hangover cures but still had a bad headache . My trusty coke cure of taking some Xanax didnt work too good either. Coke & Xanax along with alcohol and the usual Zoloft ...............I am the queen of self -medication .By 10AM came to the conclusion I was the walking dead and the main thing was to stay awake and focused at work later .

Coming into work several people asked if I was sick since I was so pale and sweaty & out of it psychologically . My partner Rafael right of noticed my red eyes but said nothing Must have reminded him of my crack days . I just said "Maybe " since didn't want to start talk saying I was so dead from too much partying and dope the nite before. That wud have been bad enough but the way rumor start and get so out of hand to the hotel it wud soon have morphed into me mainlining in the lobby and working stoned all nite .Even dressing was a problem , right in the middle of changing from my street clothes to uniform I just leand back against the lockers too tired and unable to concentrate . Did manage to stay awake and NOT hit the alcohol whe I worked the Concierge Lounge . Happy to say had only coffee . By early evening was fading fast and even though it ad poisoned me really wanted some more of that energy producing magic white powder from south America. but dam , none was around . Still was able to work this big wedding reception with Cassady who like the event itself was just a blur to me . I didn't even bother to change at the end of the shift , just grabbed my coat and left . The lites and traffic helped keep me awake on the way home but did fall asleep at a red lite being woken up by the blaring of the horn from the car stuck behind me . Back home slept till about 4AM but got up all panicy but was able to get abck to sleep .

Sunday made it into the country club to work . Like the hotel several people thought I was sick too. Again I lied saying " Maybe " . Like the wedding reception the nite before it was all a blur to me . Carlene asked if I was having female probelms but I coudln't lie to her and told the truth . She looked a little startled and wondered if I ever thought about AA . I laffed saying today I sure was.............

Back home I got tireder ann more crabby . Everything was bothering me . The pc wasn't working right and my gf was really really annoying me being so full of enrgy and wanting to go out for dinner . She slept from 5:30AM to about 9Pm saturday then again from 8:30 AM to 6 PM sunday whle I was now on 5 hours sleep for 48 hours................ I just gave her a long look that said " No , I 'm dying " so we stayed home .As if I wasn't bothered enough Karin said Nevin was dropping hints of a threesome when we saw here friday . I'd sleep with Nevin in a hearbeat if I didn't think it was all a plot by her to steal Karin . Really something though , for years I was everybodys second or third choice for a extra person in bed and this is my second requst in week . Do I have some love hoodo ? But it's all to dangerous , couldn't party with Leslie and her boi since it wud have been cheating on Karin and with Nevin it wud be downright suidcidal .

Am going to sleep most of the day and tomorow will post about our wild nite ...........

STAY AWAY FRON DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Lena]

Another day and moi actually doesn't feel all that bad anymore. Maybe it's the weather, todays the kind I love . Cold and with a thunder storm . I hear the thunder crashing away now . Our little apartment is soooo atmospheric too, with only a lite on here in the second bedroom where the computers are along with a few boxes and a old couch .May make a fire later since that wud be perfect for today

Despite getting sick we had a fantastic time friday nite . I think all of us need some fun in our lives including decadence . Since life is so f*cking demanding , whether you work for yourself or somebody else it's a " Do this/do that world "or you don't eat and we all have our worrys which for most start with money issues .Ever since I got responsible have believed you could worry yourself to death over all those things .But going out lets you escape ( hey junkies shooting up aren't the only ones who are entitled to get away fro it all by shooting up ) and also re -charge yourself like a mobile phone to get up the next day and head out to face the world . I guess thats the most important thing , it's OK to go out and have a hot & hollar but don't make the mistake of making that your life like so many I know have done starting with my own people . It's taken me a few days to recover this time but am ready to go back and get into the rat race .Maybe I should write one of those self-help books called something like " Decadence For a Better Life " or " To Hell with Responsibilety , I'll Have Another Cosmo " ?

All totalled there were 8 of last friday : me and Karin , Lonnie and Cindy , carla and Judy , along with Brenda and Celly ( pronounced Chelly ) . At the girl bar we hooked up with a mob of other friends and past lovers . More on that ahead Carl and Judy came over to our place first and we did a on the spot fashion show of what we were wearing .............Carla whose short and blond was in shimmering silver party dress with spagetti straps and covered with bangles along with matching heels with a ankle strap . It was so funny to see her looking so glam since she is such a meat and potatos gal . But maybe a little embaressed Carla said she was throwing herself into the nite and who knows she will get the chance to wear the dress again if she's ever invited to the OSCARS or Hollywood party .Judy who is dark looked great too.............in a double brested white jacket & black pleated mini with according to her for the first time in he life garter stockings that were off black . They liked what we were wearing too ( me in the white faux silk blouse and black leatehr mini sans undies with Karin in the tan blouse and tan mini sans undies ) and Carla at least right off joined us in our going commando club takin over her undies then as she sat down giggling saying how she felt so sleazy and so free . Although Judy definitely has her own mind she got caught up in it all too and soon removed her undies . For awhile we all sat there spreading our legs to flash each other all the time giggling away . But then got down to serious stuff having some drinks and dipping into the blow our connection brought over.

After a hour or so we headed downtown to meet everyone else at a new staright dance club . It's real hot now with huge crowd inside and I think a usually bigger crowd waiting outside to get in even though they have this rip -of $15 cover ( ) and even though it was raining there was a long line . That was funny too, some people looked miserable while others were making the ebest of it laffing & partying away there on the street . Hmmm............maybe getting help from some of the same magic white powder from south America we'd just done ? All hudled under one umbrella we went up to the doorman and said how we had friends inside which didn't impress him none but when Karin got on her phone and some how managed to get thru to Lonnie she and the manager who is some type of cousin ( and hot too ) soon appeared and let us in ahead of everyone else who'd been waiting . Heard a few moans at that and I do sympathize with the people still stuck outside.Call me a selfish bitch but once inside and caught up in the fun I quickly forgot about them and was out for having fun myself . Survival of the fittest you know ................

Lonnie looked delicious in a new party dress, black with a crossover bodice and flowing skirt perfect for dancing .. After a round of pecks we all headed into the dance area to find everyone else on the dance floor .

The club was gorgeous , like being in a movie since it was very high class and glamorous .They had a real nice lobby with a short row of steps leading up to one area with booths and a bar where you could talk and another short row of steps leading down to the huge dance floor . The room was dark with over head lites going on & off like lightning .The long circular bar was lit too, can't have you bartenders and coktail waitresses dealing with money in darkness or the house will go broke .The staff were really working too and no doupt bringing in good money .The crowd was mostly white and well of looking . Naturally since it was a friday there was a huge after work / the week-ends finnally here crowd . Saw lot of men and women in dark business suits . Bet you didn't have to go for then a foot to find a stock broker ,banker or lawyer . Some women though in party dresses .You could tell for a few of them dressing up so well and going out to be seen at a classy place was there life too. Everyone seemed hapy and the mood was infecting .Mi was soon on the dance flor with the girls trying to do all the coler then col dance moves yous e on MTV ( when they actually show music ) and other dancers .Danced with my arms over my head and hand claspped like I w s doing yoga , sensually running hands thru my hair , shaking my hips & booty ( or what I have that passes for hips ) and exposing myself to the enjoyment /shock/amusement /laffter of everyone around me . It got easier to the more I drank too.............

At one point a few of us were at the bar drinking and talking . The drinks were outrageous , worse then the hotels prices But what the hell was smy attitude , it's our nite to have fun .Did some more people watching .......this really was the kind of place where you expected to see althe girls from SEX AND THE CITY Judy pointed at one woman ina shocking pink colored strapless dress who loked liked SHANNON DOHERTY saying what a party animal she looked like and how she'd be a nice f*ck which had me laffing and since it was so out of character for Judy who so mature .Infact I laffed so hard that I spit my drink out with most of it going on the back of some guys sport coat who didn't even knwo it happend . So much for lady like conduct on my part , like the old saying back in the hills goes "You can take a hillbily out of the hills but you can't take the hills out of the hilbilly........ ":lol: Saw many people with ear phones which seemed silly since the crowd and music were so loud soemtimes you couldn't hear people right in front of you . Also 4 Mexican guys walking by who were trying to be all macho thinking they were natures gift to women . All in hip length leather jackets with open shirts and medallions & reeking of colgne . That must have set off my asthma since I was coughing .Luckily some pretty good looking penis peope hit on us and while some of the girls can find that annoying but it was fine that nite ,we all wanted to drink more and they could pay . For me to it added to the fun .The guys must have picked who wud hit on who before they even came up to us since one was chatting up Karin , another was laffing away at anything Lonnie said , and this intelligent looking guy who turned out to be corporate head hunter was circling Judy .No one though was hitting on moi and I was just standing there being the grinning idiot sdekick but the god of mismatched relationships smiled down on me and all of a sudden I had a admirer .As usual the booby prize though My wanna- be seducer was a short and slight white guy about 45 .In one of the worst wigs I've ever seen and dressed this sport coat that was red with black stripes that had me wondering if he worked in a circus . Seeing me alone he suddenly stopped lecturing the bartender on the difference betwen PLAYBOY nd PENTHOUSE magazines and zeroed right in on moi . Alot of bragging naturally , claimed to own a corvette which is always the sign of a low self esteem -wanna be a stud guy to me . Sports talk and the sure sign of a loser asked me waht my sign was . Was very happy when Lonnie puled me out on the dance floor ....................

After awhile we were upstairs inthe lounge where we all had a chance to talk and laff . We really were our self contained party with the only intruders beig the occasional guy who was looking for fun . Celly saw some people from work and was talking them at the next table .Alot of rehashing the nite including me being mocked for the dork in the red striped coat who tryed picking me up I've Karin hugged me saying she still loves me even thugh dorks are drwn to me but thats good since she'll never have to worry about losing me to a man. I really didn't know how to take that so just said 'Thanx" and rolled my now very blood shot eyes . We've known Brenda for a few years now and didn't know till that nite she had 2 kids who live with there father down to Vicksburg . The place was full but like us except for sex hunters no body really interacted . Thats one of the best and worst features of a straight bar . Unlike gay bars where mostly for the better but sometimes the worst everyone is so friendly . After some more drinking Cindy ho-hummed then giggled and a few of us went to the bathroom to do some more lines . We weren't the only ones either , there were 3 straight women doing the same After that some more dancing and another round of drinks .With all of us being very happy.................

As fun as the club was at about 11 PM we headed over to the big girl bar in town for more fun . Thats was fun from the start too. Although a dump in comparison to the club we just left the place was jumping with women having fun , all kinds to from bull dykes to bois to femmes and what we took to be more then a few straight women from 21-50 exploring the bars and there own sexuality .It was also being home to in a way , a little corner of the planet where liking other women is the rule not the exception or something you condem as evil or a fantasy for penis people .

We were able to get a table that became home base . We all seemed to know somebody which is a nice feeling . Karin said we kissed so many women we knew we may get mono as a result . Also in the embaresing department past lovers. I spotted Tanis who was a Fed EX driver who I had been with , also Sue Walton who while from the hills of Virginia and the same name as the nice family on tv was one KINKY woman who came to scare me . Karin too................... Although what really anoyed me was when Nevin the librarian who I know wants to break us up came over and zeroed in on Karin ignoring everyone else.The bitch . Lonnie too saw a ex who was dancing with a unknown black woman who Celly say had dated her ex before they met , and Carla looked a little embaressed seeing Dee Dee who there was always talk about her sleeping with when Carla was with Adrianne . We all joked we coudl have a relationship chart like ALICE has on THE L-WORD that wud include most of the women in the bar .More drinking and a trip to the batroom to do yet more blow with Judy and Brenda.

Dancing too which got wild with many taking our lead. Lonnie pulled up her dress revealing a pair of black fish net thigh tops to the oohs and ahhhs as well as cheering of many of the women out on the dance floor . She was soon copied by a straight looking girl in a dark brown leather suit that had a who happily pulled up the mini to show off her garter belt and stockings leading to a round of cheering for her . But not to be outdone Karin exposed our naked pussys which REALLY had the girls howling away . Its so nice to be appreciated In the meantime a very drunk & doped up Judy was very unherself chattering away and making out with Carla as well as any other woman in sight . Carla could only laff as that break in personality , she later joked about Judy being possessed by me . Judy really was out of it too but was having so much fun walking around and either babling / kissing / or pulling up her skirt to show it all nobody wanted to interupt her . Did see a couple of people using camera phones to get it all too .

Saw some other intersting people during the night including Valorie a pushy loudmouth women who was dating our friend Shoshana the femanazi but now there broke up . Valorie was at the bar talking away about herself to several women I don't think she knew ( Shoshana said Valorie was always talking about herself except when back stabbing someone or getting drunk/high) but Valorie and was real friendly to me . Even introduced me as "One of my best friends " but while being nice soon moved on , two faced egomaniacs have never been my thing .Maybe she was from a costume party or it was just her style but saw a woman right of the first AUSTIN POWERS movie . Looking like she had just arrived from 1968 with long flat bleached blond hair , pink lip gloss on so thick you could smell it , along with a white turtleneck ,white hot pants and there over the knee white latex boots .AND our friend Monica whose femme from 9-5 at work then becomes a leather girl but not a obnoxious one .Was with several of her leather girl friends who smiled and grunted at me then went back to leather girl talk . Even though she's big and was in her trademark leather jacket she's still pretty to me . Maybe it's the short thick blond hair and blue eyes . Anyway we talked for awhile and I went back to our table . Things there were hopping too, At that point Karin, that wud-ne home wrecker Nevin and 2 other women were all talking about books & authors and that closet wild women Judy was on her knees in a chair leaning over saying all these romantic and obsence things to Carla who was loving it . I laffed and laffed then drank and drank some more. Both Karin and Carla later told me how I was talking in hillbilly , a sure sign of me being very drunk .

Eventually felt the need to go to go to the bathroom and walking over to it noticed how really drunk/high I was . I was coming in and out of consciousness and sometimes finding people talking to me who I just couldn't understand The bathroom was mostly empty and as I finished inthe stall saw Monica at the door smiling . Then I blacked out . The next thing I know I am against the stall door passionately making out with Monica and TBH loving it . Then again blacking out and when I woke up found my left leg over Monicas shoulder with Monica stranding in front of me using her long neck as a sex toy on me ..............do recall moaning with glee but as I did but also wondering something like " How the hell did I get into this position ? " both in terms of my having my leg on Monica's shoulder and her f*cking me ..... . Another black out this time with me waking up and seeing the top of Monica's head as she ate me out but I couldn't feel anything . Finnally did manage to say no and while no doupt sad her ravaging me was over Monica did stop and we briefly kissed ( with drunk & crazy me also grabbing one ofeher titties ) then she left . Moi took a few deep breaths then when I tryed to leave fell over in the stall itself ( not a good feeling to find yourself like a upside down turtle on the floor of a public bathroom ) since I had lost one shoe . After pulling myself up and finding the shoe had a panic attack about Karin finding out and not realizing I was really out of it and the whole thing was Monica's fault .After all she was the sober and calculating one while I was so drunk I was going in and out of consciousnes. But lucky for me when I got back to the table could tell Karin knew nothing . Although was a little annoyed seeing Karin there sitting sideways exposing her vagina for Nevin to see...................

By about 2AM we decided to book . Celly and Brenda had already gone home and Cindy was dozing off. Nevin had clung to us but luckily for everyone her ride wanted to go so it was adious to the wud be wife-stealer. The surprise performance of Judy wasn't done yet though . Out of the still packed bar they appeared with a woman who was a real glamorous type ( long curly hair, make-up ,and long nails ) with a thick Alabama accent who they were taking home . I guess it got very very wild ................will post more about that . After that Lonnie and Cindy and us hit a all nite diner then went home . Must say I got some smiles from some young paramedics who were looking at me or more to the point my love garden at the diner .Everyone had fun .

Karin later said Nevin had droped some blazing hints about a threesome . Nope was my reply , too much danger . Karin was real good about reassuring me she wasn't going to drop me for Nevin . Didn't mention anything about my encounter with Monica , am going to let it be one of those unfortunate things in life that you ignore .Don't want a feud or to risk losing Karin .Do feel some guilt but tell myself I was drunk/high and she was the aggressor . Besides it was our nite to be wild.And I have been so sick since saturday I have been punished enough .But will watch my drinking around Monica from now on though.........

Today going out in a navy blue turtleneck , green army pants and brown clogs . Work at the country club tonite so it will be there white blouse, Kelly green jumper dress along with nude garter stockings and brown flats .

[Lena]

I'm back , missed posting yesterday and earlier today since I was busy . Sorry . Happy to see the blog is getting about 130 hits a day .

Things have been wild . Had to come in yesterday early at 10 AM since my ex- partner and head bartender Rafael got hurt at his other job .Really had to rush to get in to be able to open up . I ended up being at work from 11 AM to 1 AM leaving me exhausted . Had to come in again at 11 AM today to open up but happily get to leave at 7PM . Like last week when I was so sick from OD'ing on blow , the bottle and too much noise ( not to mention a sexual experience that I barely remember but is worrying me to death ) I only wanted to sleep .I got so tired last "nite ehre that I even skipped snealing in my usual 3 or 4 drinks since I was worried they'd have me falling asleep on my feet .

Alls fine at home . Karin really enjoyed our fun time out last friday although she dosen't know about me getting what you UK'ers call getting 'snogged ' in the bathroom ..............and she never will at least from me . I want to keep a happy home and being open wud only make trouble . Besides I was drunk & high and can't even remember how it all started and from what I know it was mainly Monica working on me , not moi working on her . But am sad about what happened since it was so " old Lena " and I dam happy to leave those days behind . Most of all wud never want to do anyhing to risk breaking up with Karin or hurting her too. Will definietley have to more careful about what I do when like that . Maybe a monitor ? Monica called me too up fishing to see how I felt about our bathrom adventure and am sure to see if I was interested in a fling .I just said I was out of it that nite and what happend is ancient history . Along with how I'm happy with Karin . Got the impression Monica was disapointed but while too bad thats not my problem . She already got to f*ck me which should be enough.................

Do feel real bad about the whole thing . If I had been conscious it wud have never happened but also cannot see myself as the total victim since as I wrote I was still kissing back when I came back into consciousness. You really can do stupid things and get yourself in trouble when drunk or high and I was both . Also am now scared about what I said on the phone about me being drunk and the sex being ancient history . What if she taped it and that gets back to Karin ? Maybe the next time we do one of the wild girls nite out I will bring along a monitor to keep a eye on me .

Karin saw Carla at work and heard about there own wild time with the woman they picked up and it does sound wild indeed Both Carla and Judy are pretty in there own way ( both are short with Carla having blue eyes and blond hair that ends below her ears while Judy is darker with kinky hair that she usually try keep in to have in a ponytail although since her hair is so frizzy it bulges out ) but are definitely not glam types while the girl they took home definetly was ........long curly hair , make-up and a pierced navel long . I heard her name was Trudy and she was just out of the air force working at UPS . From what Karin said Carla was blushing talking about all the lustful things they did ..........each did Trudy seperately then they all had fun together using various sex toys including . Carla too broke out lafing when in the middle of the nite Judy whose a quiet bookworm type and almost always in pants saw herself in the floor length mirror looking so sexxy in her black undies/garter/belt and stockings and screamed out in shock " OMG is that me ? " then almost awe struck she could look like that rejoined the ever more intense threesome . In the morning after Trudy left Judy stairing at herself in the mirror again in her exotic undies joked about writing a porno movie based on that nite ............. Judy also posed for photos of herself in what she was calling her 'harlot " outfit and printed them out on the pc.

The election is getting more interesting . Looks like old McCain will be the Republican nminee while Hillary made a comeback abnd she and Obama will still be fighting it out. I could vote for either easily and hope they don't go at each other so hard it will split the party and let McCain win .

Moi has only a few more hours here then heads home .Came in wearing a white U-neck T and jeans . Now am in the black cocktail waitress dress , pink undies, nude garter stockings ,and black flats .

[Lena]

Back to posting at the regular time .I do have to go into work early today but am rushing to get this up so none of you will be disappointed .I know how this daily news of my life is to so important to many of you .................

Not much to say . Got out a little later then I hoped last nite , 9 PM then came home . Karin was to work so it was just me and the cats . There great , as I drank a few glasses of red they slept next to me on the couch .Agatha on the right and Fritz on the left . I may be a flirt , a alcoholic, and accidental floozy geting nailed last friday when being so drunk & high I didn't know what was going on but my critters love me . Seniors too, Marie down the hall left some fresh baked cookies that looked delicious but had to be mega fattening .Since last monday I went with her to have her car oil changed . Tryed watching tv ,as addicted as I am to the presidential election it was to much last nite . All too talky and complicated for moi after a few hard days work . saw watched this show with BROOKE SHIELDS about rich ambitious career women in NYC from the same writer who did SEX AND THE CITY which was great . This show though was nowhere as good and right after that was happily caught in a movie about in something along the lines of DUMB AND DUMBER . As a teacher used to say about me in grade school " Simple minds simple pleasure" ...............


Karin had a rough nite at work and was soon asleep . It was right out of the show ER since they had people froma car accident which always causes a exploding of activity in the e-room and some family members who came to see them getting real angry and causing trouble . Karin says thats usually since there scared for there loved ones and don't know how obnoxious there getting . But last nite these visitors went way overboard screaming & swearing and even threatening the staff calling the white people all sorts of racist names and the black staffers that famous N word . All ending when the security and police got in a fight with 2 of the maybe 5 people and took them off to jail . Another one of the fools had to stay at the hospital since a police smacked him so hard on the head with a long steel flashlite that he blacked out . Ironically the same doctor who he'd been screaming at even threatening to kill few minutes earlier ended up treating him . Hope the asshole is grateful .............


Karin did say tough that Carla shwoed her someof the x-rated photos of Judy from friday nite and they were funny . Judy is so intellectual and quiet but there she was Karin says there she was looking like a she was right out of a FREDERICKS catalog or a porn movie .They really hammed it up , Karin say her favorite was one of Judy topless in only her undies & garter belt and badly run stockings ( they do get ruined during sex I can say from experience ) drinking from a bottle of wine on the kitchen floor propped up against the wall. . Judy gave herself the new name of ' Trixie LaTour ' to go with the photos . Look for them on the www ..................

My partner Rafael who handles days is still out with a broken elbow .He and his brother have there own glass replacement business and Rafael fell while replacing a car window that had been busted out by vandals or thieves . He's in a sling but should be back monday . Management is being real abd about it , while Rafael is out the 3 of us full timers remaining have to keep on handling the bar and also help with the Concierge Lounge as if there were still 4 of us . My boss is being driven cray by all the rearranging of the schedule . It gets the more goofy since they don't want wierd Norm opening up since he's not shown up a few times and Cassady is unavailable since about every day she's at either her shrink , some new age holistic health group therapy thing for her bad back/headcaches , achiropracter for her back too, and various survivor groups and moi specializes in nites . The general manager could really solve it all by pulling us out of the Concierge Lounge for the time being and either let the management trainess do it all or heaven forbid break -down and spend the money hire someone to handle it like before...........

A nice Gorh day here with snow and fog .Wud love to make a fire and chill but there's not time . But am going to go out for a walk before work and take in what I at least see as this interesting weather . In a old lite gray crew neck sweater, white T shirt , and my falling apart jeans , the knees are ripped , the crotch is going , theres 2 patches over the booty .Underneath nude pantyhose and also brown clogs . Toay at work the penguin suit and orthies .

[Lena]

Todays post will be later today since I am so busy now

[Lena]

TODAYS POST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry about the delay , it's been a busy day . Had tennis then lunch then a busy first few hours at work . I need to clone myself to keep up .Although don't think the planet is ready for another one of moi

Yesterday was busy too. Like I wrote actually did go out for a walk in the dense white fog before going to work and loved it . So much atmosphere ! Don't know why but it is as good as running as far as being able to make a body feel renewed .Something a walked over/scarred inside type like myself needs . And ofcourse loves . Didn't go out for more then 2 hours going in circles around the neighborhood . Nice getting to knoo the area better and feeling more to home living around here.

The fog was at times so thick you couldn''t see more then maybe 5-10 " in front of you . Alot of puddles and broken tree limbs . Many tiems people wud just pop out of the fog like magic .Passing by me were a intense yuppette runner in designer jogging gear with her designer purebread dog , a 60 something copuple who smiled and said hi, a few stray dogs , along with some high school girls in uniforms that included scotch plaid skirts and sneakers who were real loud and giddy . Also the sound of traffic accidents to since drivers could barely see what was in front of them . Heard one car try to screech to a halt then heard big KA-BOOM as it rammed into another car along with later another set of brakes screching complete with abalring horn but no crash . In the background coming thru the fog were the soounds of cop cars and ambulances no doupt heading to other car wrecks . The strangest of all was a boom box car blasting away music not far from me but that I couldn't see thru the white fog .

Seeing all the people and hearing all the sounds coming out of the fog got me thinking about the FEMALEFIST CHATROOM .It's not hard to figure out why , out there on the street people and sounds were coming out of nowhere .The CR here was the same way too. You could be logged in and new and many times downright strange people could pop in and you'd have to figure them out .The surprise was always a ton of fum . A member called Hi_There once wrote a great post in MEMEBRS CHIT CHAT about the people he encountered.Read it if you have a chance , moi is in it ( guess who , it shouldn't be hard ? ) along with some others and it's still interesting .

But back to the walk in the fog . Since you could barely see in front of you crossing the street was something like running a gauntlet . Or being inthe old MONTY PYTHONN skit about killer cars that like hungry tigers jump on people I was real careful when I did it too , not wanting to have these city people and yankees seeing it on tv's in bars singing DEAD HILLBILLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD to the tune of the old country song DEAD SKUNK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD . Did allright too until about a block before the coffee boutique when I almost got squasehd by a white Nissan when I was crossing what seemed to be a empty street .As it was a demon or killer car sent by the fog god to get me the white Nissan just came out of nowehgere going faster then it should have and almost got me . Terified I ran to the other side losing a clog in the process and ending up with a soaking wet right foot . At the coffee boutique spent about a half hour with my foot over the floor heat vent drying , lucky for me nylon drys faster then cotton or wool thank heavens . Later at work noticed how my foot was black too. Oh well, will take a wet & dirty foot over tire tracks on my back anyday .........

At tennis this morning I lost every set ............no surprise since I am as coordinated as a pregant water buffalo . But it's stil fun . At lunch afetr Carla and Judy and I talked about our wild nite last wek . Hee hee, they really loved the impromtou 3some with the glamorous type named Trudy . Judy says it brought out a whole other side of herself she didn't know about ut then than waved her hands and shook her head to say no that wasn' t really true . They forgot to bring me some of the 'Trixe LaTour ' photos of Judy in her FREDERICKS outfit though Naturally I made no mention of my accidental sexual experience with Monica in the bathroom stall . Loose lips sink ships and also ruin relationships ..........

Now am in the black cocktail waitress dress and nude seamed stockings . Working the empty Concierge Lounge then at 6PM handle a wedding reception with wierd Norm that has me more then a little annoyed . As usual I'll do 80% of the work but have to go 50-50 on the tip with the world's laziest and slowest bartender . More tomorrow........................X , L

[Lena]

Sunday here in the snow capitol of the south .....................we had a snow storm leaving the city covered with white stuff. It's late to be snowing but I love it since it''s so gorgeous . Hope it sticks around , wud like to go sledding like little kid again .

Moi has to work at the country club later , thats OK since it's just 4 hours and can be fun .Like I always say often feel like I am visiting a zoo full of rich people . And do like the women I work with alot .Karin's sleeping soundly , a rough nite at work . They had her helping in the ICU and she says you always have to be on your toes working around the pateints who need constant attention .The varmints are in the living room , Fritz the cat is sleeping on the couch while Agatha is stretched out on the top of a chair .

I hear Steve and Dolores upstairs making noise , think there trying to do it all quietly for privacy and not to disturb anyone else .Although when Dolores cums Steve has a habit of screaming out with glee " Touchdown " like he's playing football and besides there trying to be quiet the rest of the time doesn't do us any good since the bedroom we use for a office ( and guest room /storage/litter box area ) is right under Steveo's bedroom ............. Am sure they're having fun . At times this building reminds me of my mom's . Always someone moaning , as a kid I wud hear my mom and at least one of my sisters and at times even all three of them whooping it up with there latest scumbag lover . Around here at times we've gotten double blasts from Steve and Dolores upstairs ad Belinda and Baily next door .Ofcourse bet the could say the same about us too..........

Work was the usual last nite .First the Concierge Lounge where I pretty much just sat there. Along with having a few drinks and some of the cavier and Chicken Ceaser salad I'm not supposed to touch Had a few guests but they seemed to leave within a few minutes , one man taking 4 bottles of beer and a plate piled high with cookies and oranges .Had 4 college women here for soem sorority business ( there private clubs for girls at colleges ) and watched them attack the white wine while all obsessed like chattering away about there sorority and the women in it just like people can do about there gangs or churchs . I learned everything you could want to know and more about Gamma Gamma Zeta or whatever it was called .

After that did a wedding reception with wierd Norm the lazyest and slowest bartender on the planet . as alwasy I did most of the work while wierdNorm basically stod around . Always is amazing to see how fast guest /customers pick up which bartender wil get them there drink the fastest and ignore the other one all nite . Also sad to say we split the $100 tip .Good lord he scared me with talk about falling and hurting himself riding his bicycle to work .Acting like he was going to take sick time .Thats bad for me since with Rafael out that wud probalby mean I wud have to work even more extra hours . Also never have understanded why wierd Norm being something like 50 doesn't drive a car and also trys riding a bicycle in the snow & ice . Then again we don't call him wierd Norm for nothing and that stuff is small potatos compared to his addiction to porn and being the king conspiracy theorys with the latest being Hilary , Mc Cain , and Obama are part of the illuminati which I think only exists in people's imaginations anyway .

Today in forrst green turtleneck , brown corduroy skirt , pink bikini briefs , lite brown garter stockings , black socks for extra warmth , and my old brown boots with the 1" heel perfect for tramping thru the snow . At the country club there uniform of the white blouse, Kelly green jumper dress , and brown flats .

[Lena]

Monday !!!! My only day off during the week.

Sunday got a litle intense because of the tiem change ,we moved a hour ahead during the nite . I had to hurry to my pt job at the coutry club barely making it on time . I was feeling real rushed and nervous getting so nervous & forgot to take the black socks off when I was changing into the uniform and was unable to get into my flats . Finnally it hit me to take off the socks Everything went fine after that . Meghan didn't notice the time change and got in a hour late . They didn't say anything since it's a mistake anyone could make . Most members were the same way too , it may have been 1PM but most of the brunch crowd didn't show up till 1AM .Naturally superwoman May Wah was on time , she's always on top of things .I wish I was the same way . Carlene was there on time too, but she had a empty bar .

Saw some of the regulars .Like the black surgeon whose real formal , rich and smart looking who we call JAMES EARL JONES with his family . And his buddy , the single or empty nest/divorced 60'ish guy who they say came down from the hills with nothing and made a fortune .Then to the family I've worked for with the Chinesse daughter who has everything but attention and warmth .The parents were at a big table showing photos of the trip they took to Hawaii to a group of friends ( without baby Hannah ) while 5 year old baby Hannah just sat there looking depressed and bored . A table full of jewish members were all telling horror storys of bar mitzvah partys , both how expensive they are and the wild things that the kids do at them . I guess at one the parents had a limo picking up kids ( the idea of a limo for 13 year old kids had me amazed and the more I think about it disgusted ) and in the back 2 girls in 7th grade were giving face to the boys . Brought back memorys ...............But while these people were shocked my mom took it for granted we'd be wild and wud joke with us about gizmo's being salty and if anyone spewed what old Rose in her always loving mother and lady like way wud call 'pecker goo ' into our mouths .............

Later hooked up with Karin who'd spent the afternon at her folks . As alwasy she was OD'ing with her mom's cleanliness fetish , perfectionism , and total inability to enjoy anything . Along with her dad's habit of escaping it all by watching cable tv & taking naps .And her sister is still married too and madly in love with that wanna be macho loudmouth/little boy Matt Talka bout either love being blind or nother case of a foolish woman being in love with love and settleing for the doughball's doughball. .But there her family and she loves them and I do understand . Her folks are going to getaway and go to Puerto Rico on a church tour this spring which should be nice. Even Diane should enjoy the sun , beaches ,and warm weather down there . Karin's brother Phil who is real nice trains para -medics and is going to go somewhere in Alaska of all places to work there for several weeks then after that to San Diego California to train navy people .

Later we went over to Margot's for pot luck dinner ( we brought red and wine wine for us to drink and a quiche Karin's mom made ) and the L-WORD . Even Shoshana the radical femanist was there which is unusal since she runs with a little older more well-off crowd of dykes .Didn't tell her we saw here ex Valorie the egomaniac and backstabber the other week at Tinks ( the same nite I was depending how you look at it molested or engaged in drunken/doped up sex with Monica ) but didn't tell her . Shoshana is alot more normal now then before, not so much of the being the snob withthe rad hot hatred of me hate of men ( although she still calls them penis people ) which has us wondering if she's on new meds ? No matter what the reason still nice wich is a pleasent surprise . All totalled there were 9 women ,was nice to take my boots off , drink ,and just talk about nothing . Alot of news but also a big conversation about ideas on the L-WORD too which was fun .I am really turning into a intellectual , maybe from the smarts of so many people here rubbing off on me ?

At first there was talk about last week 's show where college dean and snob Phyllis's daughter fell for SHANE ( naturally ) and how PHYLLIS was against it since SHANE never went to college .Warning her daughter how people like SHANE are soooo below them .The director was real funny since during the " stay -away -from - the lower- class- moron " speech they showed SHANE reading a comic book . One woman named named Grace said that made sense in real life since some people ( I think she meant like her ) are indeed beter then most others and as she said with disgust ' I don't want to play inthe sand box " .To my horror my old friend Celsete nodded her head in agrement which had me give Celeste a dirty look . Then Grace and yet another woman named Sylvie ( phony sounding French name ) talked about there experiences of dating women who hadn't gone to college then moving on to talk about all the what they called the "stupid people " out there who don't read books , speak all these foreign languages , watch the tv news , and haven't been to Europe and are stuck in there own prisons being too stupid to realize it .

Do believe some of that was true ( mainly people being stuck in there own prisons ) but it all sounded to snobby and mean for this hillbilly. My attitude is live and let live and worry about making yourself better rather then trying to look down on humanity . Moi did say many people are not born well of with money to use to go to school and travel but can still be good and smart . Also like SHANE if there from the bottom surviving is has to be the main goal and not learning to speak French and they worry about where the money for food is going to come rather then being so rich they can travel overseas and buy all these books .Both Grace and Sylvie were shocked and glared at me . I think wondering how dare this lowly 'billy and bartender disagree with them .It could have been worse, they could have just laffed . But they were indeed thrown off by that which suddenly made me feel like a great debater and very smart . Later thought I could have really mopped up the floor with them if I started talking how smart you have to be and how hard you have to work to survive at the bottom and try to get ahead .But while that wud have been fun don't want to be mean and do belivee I'd made my point .

After that talk died down there was more gabbing about why your in relationships. BETTE wants to drop JODY to go back to TINA .Something that doesn't sit to god with BETTE'S sister KIT who tells BETTE she's being selfish not caring how breaing up will hurt JODY .Saying something like "It's always been about what BETTE wants and no one else matters " .Had me thinking to true in all real life relationships and how ugly being dropped can be . I guess when things are over there over but do know for fact being dropped for another and thrown away like garbage hurts . Some of the other women though including Sylvie ( who I was disliking more and more ) didn't think there was anything wrong with that , she got pretty passionate going about how she deserves to be happy no matter how it affects anyone else. Do hope Sylvie being so selfish never gets involved with any of our friends and never get has kids .............

Heading out in my pink FERRIS STATE UNIVERSITY hoodie , white T shirt and jeans .Also black socks and old brown boots with the 1" heel .

[Lena]

A few days ago we had a snow storm but today rain thats washing all the snow away .Do believe in gloabl warming if this can happen ............

Had a nice day of yesterday doing about nothing . Had sex in the afternoon , I could moan as loud as I wanted since the next door and upstairs neighbors were gone . Mostly au natural style where we enjoyed each other's bodys but did bring out Mr. strap-On Man . I f*cked Karin with it once then she f#cked me with it once We both licked it after too. Mainly just lingered around home .Did go out for dinner at the salad bar buffet place then saw ATONEMENT which was a little too serious for us .

Got a call from my best friend Leslie who as last reported wanted my opinion on taking care of her son if the ex who has custody goes to Iraq for a year . But when I met her the always decadent and sexual Les who never let serious business get in the way of fun instead wanted me to join her and her boi for a threesome that I passed on . I could tell she was annoyed I turned them down taking another dig at Karin saying she was turrning me into Ms .Boredoom but I ignored that , but Les and the boi as I thought were able to convince Linda Pettenger who I passed on my way out to join them which took away alot of her anger at me for saying no . The boi who called herself PASSION is now out of the picture, she's dancing down to Knoxville and Les is back as the gf/mistress/human sex toy of the rich part Asian middle aged married woman Connie .Knowing Les by next month Connie( and her money ) will be out of the picture and she'll probanly be sport f*cking some high school guy and dating someone else with bank . Am seeing Les for lunch friday to finnally get to the issue of her giving up her single life and work at the strip club to move into Bill's place and raise there kid. I wud in a nanno second ................

FF is intersting today . G&P wanted to know more about troll wars here in '05 so I posted a short account . It really was nasty , too many people went way way to far fighting . Mentioned as much as I could recall but being the narcissist I am wrote more about my own part of the troubles .That was really the first time in my life I got in trouble for being nice person , although the sick jealousy and bottomless pit of hate inside someone I called candy guarenteed trouble at some point the main cause for the attack on me was not going along with the fools against other members . Something I am proud off doing and happy to have survived the feud it led too . See one of the troublemakers is back too............FF will get him sooner or later .

Go back to the country club tonite to waitress. Blah! Wud nice to be home with my gf .Am going to buysome lottery tickets tonite so I won't have to work 2 jobs and be able to spend time with my honey and can have a baby Go out today in a periwinkle blouse , navy blue wool mini from the MARILYN KING COLLECTION with white bikini briefs , nude garter stockings , and black boots with a 3" heel .At the country club there white blouse, Kelly green jumper dress, and brown flats .

[Lena]

Tired this morning but have to get moving .Going running then go to work early . Poor me .........

It's warm , should come close to 60 F here today .The sun makes it feel warmer and more spring like. All the more welcome since only a few days ago I was using a broom to get the snow off my car .

Much news here today .Obma won the primary in Mississippi .Also the governor of New York Eliot Spitzer should resign . He got got caught using high priced call girl ring , the tv says he'd spend over $85,000 on store bought women . I think he had ' Bill Clinton Sex Addictitis ' . The tv also said how this isn't uncommon , plenty of ambitious famous men have been done in by there partying with women and who weren't there wives and even other men /boys . I guess it's since there all so ambitous they can never have enough and think they'll never get caught . Spitzer also hurt his family , many are talking about his wife but also he harmed his children . From experience I can tell everyone that when he parents cheat you get the feeling there not just cheating on the other parent but also the whole family . Good work Eliot you motherf*cker ! Also on the news they said MARYANN from GILLAGANS ISLAND which is always on tv even though they haven't made any news hows for a jillion years was arrested at 70 something for pot and is in the jailhouse. Because of that she's now my favorite to play my granny Pruett in the movie version of this blog since Granny Pruett loved smoking what they all called the wildwood flower.

It took time to get out yesterday ,was too tired to get moving .But did get in the periwinkle blouse and navy blue mini from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION and left . Stopped at the coffe boutique for a drink and the immense ego boost from being leered at . Prices have gone up to, a medium coffe went from $1.50 to $ 1.80 and the price of snack food got even higher . But moi was able to grab a newsaper somebody left and plop down in the old over stuffed chair for awhile .The coffee boutique used to be a bank branch and has glass walls on 3 of 4 sides making it great for watching people outside and also getting lost in staring at the beauty of the rain , snow , and like the other day fog

I was happy looking at the paper, including the comics section . Ofcourse many were happy looking at me too ! Pretending not to notice kept crossing and uncrossing my legs . Knew too the garter straps and stockings tops were being exposed . You have to be careful doing that , have to act like you don't know your exposing yourself and being stared at with lust . So when I put down the paper to get another section subbley glanced around and saw a 20 something guy almost hypnotized by me . As I started to read the new section of the paper saw him reposition and thru the reflection on the mirror pull his phone out I'm pretty sure began to take photos of my legs . I couldn't disappoint him so did things like stretch my legs out for a full view then went back to crossing & uncrossing them a few times . Finishing up by putting the newspaper down and then as if I was in the Ladies room pulling up the already very short skirt to pretend to re-adjust a garter strap . Although I tryed not to look at the crowd to keep the game going was able to say about 6 men were all glued to my little show . There was no round of appaluse but I stil felt very good since you could tell the room was full of lust for me For some reason when I left one of the guys who works there smiled broadly asying to be sure to come back again ...........

The country club was full early on then slowed down .It's funny about how the work world wears all people out , even folks like the rich people who are the members . They all make good money siting at a desk but after 8-10 hours still get as tired ( or in hillbilly 'tard' ) as I do being on my feet and others who do stuff like work on loading docks or factorys .I noticed several tables where with the husband or both husband and wife sat there in gorgeous clothes but obviously buiked by a hard day at the office . Back to my exhibitionism in the locker room Meghan noticed my mini and stockings and said she always feels uncomfortable in a short skirt and could never wear them with stockings since she'd worry people wud notice . I laffed and said thats no issue with moi since getting noticed is what it's all about . She and Carlene both laffed while shaking there heads saying ' Nooooo"

Have to run .......................blaaah . Too much to do . Rafael had a operation to fix his broken elbow and will be back at work next week but till then moi is head bartender . Have to get in early today and do some inventory and work on the schedule . B-O-R-I-N-G and I can get ansy working days since the big bosses are all around and everyone is nervous . But what can you do ? Since I will be on display for all to see am dressing up, white turtleneck , tan suade mini , nude pantyhose, and brown boots with a 3" heel . Maybe the penguin suit later when I'm on the floor .

[Lena]

Hi all...................

Dreary day here , all cloudy but considering my Goth side I am happy with it . Karin's not home yet , hope they don't make her stay OT . We need the money but she needs the sleep too.Aren't I a mother hen ?

Spent a long time , really to long a time at work yesterday . It was fun coming in , Capt'n Tom the head of security whose a retired state police came out to admire moi in her mini and boots . He always likes it when I am in something short ( naturally ) or the retro clothes from the MARILYN KING COLLECTION since thats how people dresses when he was a kid decades ago . Yesterday he laffed saying " Your so beautiful , where were you 35 years ago when iw as young and single ? " I laffed saying nowhere since I wasn't born . Then Rico the chef whose younger then Capt'n Tom asked where I was 25 years go and I said back to Lawrence county crawling around the floor. Capt'n Tom joked the two of them couldn't win age wise and we all laffed .

I don't like working days at all .The atmosphere is alot more tense since the general manager and all the suits are around . You know your being watched and that someone up the fod chain will happily yell at you or make a big deal of nothing to look like there doing there job . Spent the first few hours in the famous or infamous bar office having all sorts of' fun ' ( ) doing the schedule and inventory .The bar office isn't what it uses to be since we don't have a regular bar manger anymore. It seemed more like a closet then office actually . Some bad memorys came back , one bar manager name Chauncy screamed at me complete with swearing in there leaving me crying .That scum also shook down some of the other women for sex office too . Also even though Chauncy claimed to be Mr. Macho driving around in his corvette and carrying a gun he also hid in there when a angry drunk went on the rampage trying to beat on me and a cocktail waitress . Good memorys too, like when my boss Brendan told me he and his wife Marla who I have been friends with since we all worked at MARRIOTT was going to have a baby and when another good manger Margot called me in to have a drink to celebrate her army husband coming home from Afganistan . Funny memorys to, it wudn't be a hotel without sex . More then once the room was used as a love nest by two younger cocktail waitresses who were having a pretty passionate affair even though they both went to a religious college and one was married . The married woman named Beth is now in Sales at the hotel .

My hating of working days got worse as I worked .You'd think it wud be easy to make a schedule for myself and 3 other bartenders and 4 cocktail waitresses but it wasn't .Some one either couldn't work a shift , wanted a day off , or in the case of wied Norm is barred from opening up since he's unreliable about showing up .Also have to deal with the Concierge since we share responsibilety for covering the Concierge Lounge . Inventory was easy but the computer was a pain , may do OK posting here and web . but since I had no schooling in these machines ( special ed kids weren't taught computers in school since they didn't think we were smart enough to learn ) so always make mistakes and get frustrated.The company sytem is so slow too, drives a body insane waiting which in my case wondering if I 'd made a mistake and what I want will never be appearing on the screen .At times I was ready to cry or grab a chair and pound the computer into a milion little pieces.........

Later changed into my penguin suit and worked the Concierge Lounge which had a good crowd . They always have the news on , these business travellers are a pretty smart bunch . I made a few drinks , gave directions , and also re-folded the free copys of the WALL STREET JOURNAL they have there that always get read and re-read all day . In the freak show department there was also a 40 something woman with long gorgeous blond hair in a Burberry scarf and tan turtleneck dress but who was so heavy that she looked like a giant basketball with legs Wasn't long after she came in there were no more deviled eggs and chocolate chip cookies ................ Later in the bar things were busy then slow then picked up as the nite wore on . Had a interesting customer from Kings Lynn UK who was saying many interesting things including you can always spot a American over there in Europe since they look so confident and unafraid . Always intersting to hear what others have to say about you or your country . I promise if I ever vist the UK will be low key ..............

Going in early again for more paper work then work my normal shift .Today in clothes from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION . A navy blue crew neck sweater, white shirt , wool charcoal skirt with nude garter stockings and my new blue clogs . Todays uniform will be the black cocktail waitres dress and black flats ...............