I was always having problems as a child keeping myself and my bed dry but my mum would not countenance any sort of help for my, "you will just have to grow up and grow out of it" was all I used to hear.
I then made up Nappies and tried to wear them maybe once a year and they were always a complete failure, but this "I want to wear a Nappy feeling" just never went away.
About the age of forty I started to have problems with "urgency" and would sometimes leak at night until I woke and "got a grip" so to speak.
This problem got worse to the point where it was also affecting me during the day and was embarassing to say the least.
My wife bless here was very supportive when I blurted it all out one night, she said we will get it sorted out at my pace and slowly made me realise that I had to have medical help as neither of us were experts and there was a possibility that it was fully cureable.
I then had a few tests at the Hospital and nothing untoward was found, so it then came down to "protection" as that was all that could be done, first step was the "Continence nurse" who was a right Dragon flapping a Disposable Nappy out in the corridor at me
fortunately on my next visit she had been replaced by a very understanding lady who just wanted to help !
Initially I went home with a precription for a "Conveen" a small device that is glued onto the Penis (sorry perhaps I should have said I am male) with a collection bag that straps onto the leg fed by a small pipe, it was alright until I found I was allergic to the glue, I really thought I was going to loose a certain part of my anatomy
Well that had to go as there really was no alternative other than a Nappy, in a way I was glad that that was how it was to be except when faced with the reality of Having to wear a Nappy 24/7 the Nappy lover part of me if that is what it was left in rather a hurry
After a few weeks of wearing them I soon found that due to the feeling of secuity and comfort of a proper Disposable that my liking had returned-it never was a real fetish I am now sure of that, but must have been born through need!
So to all of those out there who may one day need to wear, do not worry as they are comfortable and offer you a greater degree of freedom than being without padded underwear that just happens to be absorbant too.
I can now honestly say I am a Dipaer/Nappy lover through need as they are not a sexual thing at all, I am also aware that this world is full of all sorts of people and each of us has a different thing which "Lights our Candle" and "so be it".
Sorry to have gone on for so long but I can go anywhere and do anything whereas many years ago I was slowly becoming a recluse due to a minor inconvenience.