[quote or=darkblue]I was about.... nine or ten I guess when I started to rub against plushies and things like that, but I guess I never relised what it was that I was doing until now.
Now I am fourteen, I started fingering my self a while ago

though I have never had a
O but it's still embarasing, I know it shouldn't be because it is a normal thing for some one my age to do but I still get embarased when doing such a thing. [/color][/quote]
I had similar thoughts. As my sexual education was by another girl, who masturbated several times a day, I wanted to be as >normal< as she was.
So sweating and panting I spent hours in my bed according to plan.

I do not regret to have been >loosing< so many hours of my teen life to have unforgettable pleasant solo fun.
My dirty fantasies showed me, what I wanted from sexual intercourse.

So I easily could manage to have a satisfying sexual relationship.
