What is it with men??..Im sorry but i really need to get this off my chest. I went out with my ex for 10 an half months and we got really close during then and then 2 months ago he finsihed me because he wanted a single life. Well i was devatated and every weekend we met up and ya know and it was just really a comforting thing for me being back in his arms because i love him and i felt used. During this time he was telling me hes missing me and is thinking that hes made the wrong choice...and then we never spoke for a whole week lol which is a long time really not to have contact with him at at all. He rang me out of the blue one friday to wish me merry xmas etc and we were chatting for ages. I then thought yea im over him but i wanna be mates.
I then heard that he damaged his neck real bad in rugby so i rang him to see if he was ok because i love him, so i dearly care for him, and again we were chatting for ages. Since then we've sent eachother xmas cards and i wrote a bit of a soppy leter in my card but ah well lol and ive seen him in town and we chatted for a bit about random stuff. Then xmas day i thought id give him a ring etc to see what he got and thigs as mates do...and he never anwsered so i didnt think nothing of it.
I then went out boxing day got totally hammered and then txt him saying i still miss him i love him and i want him. but its clear to everyone that he doesnt want me anymore..and to be honest i feel like poo because of it but i suppose i just have to get over it, i just hate the way hes not contacting me at all considering he said he loves me and could never live without me. I hate the thought of him moving on with someone else lol it kills me to think of it lol...aw what can i do?
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