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My phone lights up

in the dead of the night.

A silent buzzing,

breaking the peace

of a well-made bed.

It is you.

 

I stare at the phone,

wondering if I should fall prey

To the charms

of a conversation that I know

only too well.

The words,

the tone,

the voice,

have followed me

faithfully

for twenty two years.

“Where are you?”

I will reply with a lie

Again.

 

A pause from you.

A sigh from me.

And a goodbye

that sounds a lot like

silence.