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My deepest fear was once being alone forever
For the dreams and ambitions I have to be vanished forever
To watch my whole life pass by in the blink of an eye
As I make peace with this life, waiting to die
Like waking up from a dream, being old and feeble
Like looking into the mirror of the past, feeling helpless and unable
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After being broken into so many pieces time after time,
Like glass shattering on the ground
Every tiny piece of it will never be found
Splinters kept piercing through my soul
I thought that the pain was too much torture to bare
But the true torture was the day I no longer care
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One should truly fear the day when you can no longer feel
Where there is a numbness inside, where your morals use to be
That little voice that told you what and where you were supposed to be
But when it's gone you can no longer feel
The guilt of the wrong you were supposed to feel
The worst part of it is that you know better
But it's hard to turn back when deep down inside you carry around the coldest winter
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