Cheryl Cole's BRIT fun

20-02-2008 15:35

Cheryl Cole has cancelled a showdown with her cheating husband because she wants to have fun at tonight's BRITs (20.02.08).The Girls Aloud beauty - who was left devastated by claims soccer star Ashley had cheated on her with several women - is determined not to let her marriage troubles ruin her big night at the prestigious London awards ceremony.A source close to the singer - who has been on holiday in Thailand and working in Los Angeles - said: "Cheryl is in a great mood after her holiday and she can't wait to meet up with her bandmates and have some fun. "She is a different woman to the one who flew out a couple of weeks ago. She doesn't want to go to the BRITs feeling miserable, which is how she'd feel if she spoke to Ashley beforehand."It is believed Cheryl has already made up her mind about her 19-month marriage and has decided to give her disgraced husband one last chance.A source said: "She's very confused but she can't deny she still loves him. She hates him for what he's put her through and what he's done to their marriage but she's lost without him."Her heart says she still loves him and that's the problem."