Patrick Swayze's cancer revelations

10 months ago 07th Jan 12:01

Patrick Swayze says fighting cancer is like "going through hell".

The 56-year-old 'Dirty Dancing' star - who was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in 2008 - revealed the disease makes him angry and scared.

The 56-year-old 'Dirty Dancing' star - who was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in 2008 - revealed the disease makes him angry and scared

He said: "There's a lot of fear here. Yeah, I'm scared. Yeah, I'm angry. Yeah, I'm asking why me. Yeah, I'm all this stuff. You can bet that I'm going through hell. And I've only seen the beginning of it."

The star "doesn't know" if he fears death, but admits the prospect has made him question his beliefs.

He explained: "I don't know what's on the other side. I like to believe that I've got a lot of guardian warriors on my shoulder, including my dad, so I'm trying to shut up and let my angels speak to me and tell me what I'm supposed to do."

The actor started to feel sick in late 2007, and by New Year's Eve, a glass of champagne felt like "pouring acid on an open wound".

Before long, his indigestion became "gigantic and constant" and he noticed he was losing weight.