Paula Abdul In Row Over Reality Show....

American Idol judge Paula Abdul has refused to film a second series of her reality TV series Hey Paula! - because she found watching the first season "disturbing".The Straight Up singer insists she was falsely portrayed as an insecure diva on the U.S. show and she's determined never to put herself through such trauma again.She says, "That was hard for me to watch. Disturbing."They'd put a camera on me when I got wind that my dog was in a coma, and they'd make it seem like it was about hair and make-up."Meanwhile the American Idol star is delighted she has found love with her new man - and is now desperate to have kids.The 45-year-old TV star has been dating restaurateur J.T. Torregiani, 32, for five months - and Abdul is so happy she is keen start a family with her new beau.She says, "That's the next step in my life. Definitely within the next two years. I thought by now I'd have three grown children."Abdul had two brief marriages to Emilio Estevez and Brad Beckerman in the 1990s.


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