4 months ago 21st Jul 13:00
Jeff Brazier still breaks down in tears thinking about Jade Goody's death.
The TV presenter, who has two sons with the late reality TV star, becomes emotional when reminiscing how much she loved Bobby, six, and Freddy, four.
In his first interview since Jade's passing in March, Jeff told Britain's The Sun newspaper: "I well up every time I think about how much Jade loved our boys.
"She didn't have an easy life and the boys were the best and truest thing she ever did. She loved them with everything she had. The boys are great - they are getting more handsome by the day.
"Everything that has happened in my life has prepared me for where I am now, so that is why I am very happy and relaxed. Everything is going as well - better - than I could have hoped for."
Jeff, who recently landed a job with ITV morning show 'GMTV', admits it has been a struggle to adjust to life as a full-time father since Jade died from cancer aged 27.
I felt so guilty that I started crying. I regretted it so much.
He explained: "I have been the dad who doesn't live with the children and now I am the dad with full-time custody.
Jeff has vowed to concentrate on raising his sons and his TV career, insisting he doesn't have time for a love life - but hopes to settle down one day.
The 30-year-old star said: "Doesn't everyone want to be in love and to find that ultimate person? One day I would love to share what I've got with somebody. But I'm single at the moment. It's all about priorities - I will leave relationships at the moment."
Meanwhile, Jade's husband Jack Tweed has confessed he cried after he had sex with glamour model Lisa O'Connor just weeks after his spouse's death.
He told Britain's New! magazine: "I felt so guilty that I started crying. I regretted it so much.
"I felt dirty and sick, I shouldn't have done it.
"I haven't spoken to Jade's friends yet but I am sure I will get a punch off one of them. Maybe the bridesmaids."
Jack drunkenly slept with Lisa at her home after pursuing her with several sexy text messages.
The 21 year old added: "I can't remember it at all. I'd had so much to drink and I'm a bloke and these things happen. It's all very blurry. I know it's not an excuse but it's the truth.
"I still miss Jade every day and every night."
Readers' Comments
#1 by Debbie - 4 months ago 21st Jul 16:02
"I had to much to drink and couldn't remember", isn't that what he said about the inccident with a taxi driver
#2 by emma from cardiff - 3 months ago 31st Jul 16:47
gosh leave him alone he has to get his life basck together , what can a young man to nothing wil bring poor jade back