Lindsay Lohan has described her relationship with Samantha Ronson as "toxic". The couple split up three years ago and although Lindsay says they are now friends again, she doesn't think they were ever really right for each other even though she deeply loved the DJ. Lindsay said: "I need to love myself first before I could be with anyone else, and I was going through a lot. Two toxic people cannot be together. End of story. We're friends now. That's how it started so I think that's how it was meant to be." While the pair are now on good terms, Lindsay admits the separation left her heartbroken. She told Us Weekly magazine: "I was bold enough to say, 'Yeah, I like a girl. And?' That put her in a situation where she was being attacked every day. That's not fair. And what am I left with? Heartbreak. That was three years ago. It was my last serious relationship." The 'Liz & Dick' star also says she blames "sycophants and bad influences for her troubles".