Charlotte Crosby has admitted filming for the new series of Geordie Shore without Vicky Pattison is "awful".
The reality star was devastated to find out her best friend was leaving the show at the end of the last series, and admits the house dynamics have now changed completely.
Speaking to OK! magazine she explained: "We're filming the new season now and it's awful.
"She's the person who actually said the truth. She wouldn't pussyfoot around it - she'd be the one who would tell you if what you're doing is bad. Now there's no one in the house to do that, so everyone is getting away with murder.
"I'm too scared, I'd never tell them. She's a strong character, she looks after us all. Without her there, it feels weird."
Despite missing her friend, she has no plans on leaving the house and vowed to "be there until the end".
Having an on/off relationship with housemate Gary 'Gaz' Beadle she still has feelings for him, but thinks he uses her to make good television.
"Gary's got a girlfriend, so that's that. I understand he's going to have a girlfriend at some point but I don't really like it.
"He's not in love with me. He just says it because that's what people want him to say. Scott Timlin thinks it's all for a storyline too, because people like hearing it.
"He says Gary uses me. When I told Gary that, he got so angry and kicked off and it got Scott in trouble. But now I think the same as Scott."
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