Nicola McLean

Nicola McLean

Nicola is still finding her feet in the jungle and confessed to her team that she was thinking about quitting. ‘I’m sitting here thinking about Rocky and Tommy just about to go in there and I’m half tempted to go home’ she confessed.

You’re not seriously considering that are you because we’ll miss you’ said Robert as Nicola started to cry. ‘I’m just missing my boys’ she sobbed.

She said ‘He’ll (Tommy) say stop being weak as p*ss. That what he says to all people in reality shows that cry and now it’s me.’ Esther consoled her. ‘I think he’ll say aah and then he’ll say go for it girl. Hang in there.’

Nicola’s tears had a similar effect on Carly. She sobbed in the Bush Telegraph. ‘I think when Nicola got upset earlier today I was sort of holding it in and feeling the same things. When she did I probably thought in my head it’s alright for me to do the same so I suppose I’ve just released it.’

Nicola later confided in Carly. ‘I think it’s just because I’m not with my child and if I was everything would be fine. I should just have brought him as a luxury item. He could entertain us at least’ she joked. ‘I thought I’d be able to ignore them more than I am - know that they’re fine, know that they’re happy and they’re supporting me and wanting me to do this. But when you’re bored and sitting around and thinking of what they’re doing at home I just feel really guilty. But it’ll be fine.’